R's PARALLEL WORLD

My pigg life on February

2012-02-11T14:27:00.000-08:00

Its Valentine Times!
anak2 terlihat manis dg kostum valentinenya, wwwwwwww

Ques untuk bulan february its all about valentine, bener2 bikin puyeng. aku ngincer banget air mancur coklatnya

pengen dijilatin X333

sampe ketiduran nunggu nyawa bertambah XDD

tinggal masak sekali n makan sekali!!! yeah! ganbatte ne Rechuuuuun!!!!

Happy Birthday Aoi!!!

2012-01-20T07:39:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Aoi~~ glad to know that we have same birthday^^:

thx for the awesome melodies you've made in every songs. I wish you have a long life, keep inspiring alot of people.success for THE GAZETEE! Love From the SIXTHGUNS INDONESIA!!

2012-01-08T08:33:00.001-08:00

The Gazette - Tomorrow Never Dies

Don't delete the value to live for by death

Kanjou wo kaki midashi te kimi ga odotte ru
Hibi kanji ru kutsuu wo hai te ashita wo iki rerunara

The only words that I can say to you
―Don't forget the heat that felt here―

Myakuutsu kodou mune ni sashi te kimi ga nageki sakebu
Hedoro nure no sono ashi de koko ni kodoku wo sute ni kore baii

The only words that I can say to you
―Don't forget the heat that felt here―

Spit out a pain here
Erase a hesitation
Kiko eteirukai ?

To this day

How many times did you think about death?
In the small world
The death doesn't give freedom to you
Even feelings fade away
How many times did you think about death?
In the broken world

If you can believe nothing
Spit out a pain here

The only words that I can say to you
―Don't forget the heat that felt here―

Kiri tsukeru mae ni toi kakete mina agaite made yuki teyuku kachi ni
Asu wo tatsu sono muimi sani dareka ga negatta asu ni―

How many times did you think about death?
In the small world
The death doesn't give freedom to you
Even feelings fade away
How many times did you think about death?
In the broken world
Tomorrow does not disappear
Don't kill yourself

How many times did you think about death?
In the small world
The death doesn't give freedom to you
Even feelings fade away
How many times did you think about death?
In the broken world
Tomorrow does not disappear
Don't kill yourself

Translation

Don't delete the value to live for by death

Stirring up my emotions, you are dancing
If I can live by vomiting the pain I feel day by day,
The only words I can say to you…

The heartbeat hits the pulse as you pierce my chest by shouting out your grief.
Come here with your legs plastered in slime and cast aside your isolation.

The only words I can say to you
- Don't forget the heat that felt here -

Spit out a pain here,
Erase a hesitation;
Can you hear it?
To this day…

How many times did you think about death in the small world?
The death doesn't give freedom to you, even feelings fade away.
How many times did you think about death in the broken world?
If you can believe nothing,
Spit out a pain here.

If you can believe nothing,
Spit out a pain here…

Before you put an end to it, question it:
The worth of you staying alive until you struggle,
The worth of the nonsense of cutting off your tomorrow,
The worth of tomorrow someone else is pleading for.

Spit out a pain here,
Erase a hesitation;
Can you hear it?

How many times did you think about death in the small world?
The death doesn't give freedom to you.
How many times did you think about death in the broken world?
Tomorrow does not disappear.
Don't kill yourself.

How many times did you think about death in the small world?
The death doesn't give freedom to you, even feelings fade away.
How many times did you think about death in the broken world?
Tomorrow does not disappear.
Don't kill yourself.

credit to: michiko

2012-01-08T08:16:00.001-08:00

The Gazette - Vortex

Nidoto kesenai kurai ni kizu wo fukamete iku Malice
Iki sugita atama wo eguri tobikau Bug ni Noise wo

Tsukaisute no ai to shitte urareta karakuri

[Tanjun meikai buzamana ashita da] tte
Rikai shiteru jiten de owatteru

Yugami mawaru Vortex of beats　Hakike no naka de odoru

Right before my eyes
The world that decayed
Right before my eyes
You murder somebody

Too tragic to stay with you

Guruguru to mawaru Loop no naka de
Kikai shikake no sora ni kiete yuku
[Countless Bug]
Zaratsuita shita de yoku wo nazotte
Stolid na Dummy ni yume wo misereba
Kudarouga etsu ni kawaru sa

I don't wanna become the fuckin' garbage like you

Vortex of industry

Shut up fuck up jack ass

The only thing you really know about me is...
You can't take my soul away from me
The only thing you really know about me is...
I can't answer your silly wish

Yugami mawaru Vortex of beats　Hakike no naka de odoru

Right before my eyes
The world that decayed
Right before my eyes
You murder somebody

Kurai kurai yami ni ochite yuku
[Countless Bug]
Yogore naki koe mo doro ni mamire
Ima ja sono uso ni mi wo nageru
[Countless Bug]
Scrap ni nareba kachi wa kieru
Sungeki no namida wa sono mune ni todokanai

Guruguru to mawaru Loop no naka de
Kikai shikake no sora ni kiete yuku
[Countless Bug]
Zaratsuita shita de yoku wo nazotte
Stolid na Dummy ni yume wo misereba
Kudarouga etsu ni kawaru sa

I don't wanna become the fuckin' garbage like you

Translation

Malice deepening the wounds so it can't be erased for the second time
Hollow out the head with many tones to make the Bug flying past each other in Noise

Knowing the disposable love with sold mechanism
[To put it with simple and clear, it's a clumsy tomorrow]
Understanding at the end of occasion

Vortex of beast revolving in distortion, dancing in nausea

Right before my eyes
The world that decayed
Right before my eyes
You murder somebody

Too tragic to stay with you

Turning round and round inside a loop
And dissapearing in the mechanical of the sky
[Countless Bug]
Tracing greed with a rough tongue
If I show you a dream in a stolid dummy
It will change the pain into a self-satisfaction

I don't wanna become the fuckin' garbage like you

Vortex of industry

Shut up fuck up jack ass

The only thing you really know about me is...
You can't take my soul away from me
The only thing you really know about me is...
I can't answer your silly wish

Vortex of beast revolving in distortion, dancing in nausea

Right before my eyes
The world that decayed
Right before my eyes
You murder somebody

Falling into a gloomy, dark, darkness
Even your voice without impurity stained in mud
Now throw away your body into those lies
[Countless Bug]
Your value will lost if you turn into scrap
You won't reach that chest with those skit tears

Turning round and round inside a loop
And dissapearing in the mechanical of the sky
[Countless Bug]
Tracing greed with a rough tongue
If I show you a dream in a stolid dummy
It will change the pain into a self-satisfaction

I don't wanna become the fuckin' garbage like you

credit to: novalilaazni

2012-01-08T08:09:00.001-08:00

The Gazette - PSYCHOPATH

Right now destroy

FAR OUT
Did you drop the sexual organs somewhere?
Egao no ura no gouman sa Splendid ugly boy

I want to destroy the your face
By my this hand
Product of the rotten industry
creepy creature

Play of psychopath
Disagreeable
Splendid ugly boy
I hate you
Play of psychopath
Disagreeable
Splendid ugly boy
Psychopath

Play of psychopath
Disagreeable
Splendid ugly boy
I hate you
Play of psychopath
Disagreeable
Splendid ugly boy
Psychopath

I want to the your face

Play of psychopath
Disagreeable
Splendid ugly boy
I hate you
Play of psychopath

Disagreeable
Splendid ugly boy
Psychopath

Play of psychopath
Disagreeable

Splendid ugly boy
I hate you

Play of psychopath
Disagreeable
Splendid ugly boy
Psychopath

I make sure of your brilliant end with my naked eyes x2

Play of psychopath
Splendid ugly boy
Play of psychopath
Splendid ugly boy

Play of psychopath
Disagreeable
Splendid ugly boy
I hate you
Play of psychopath
Disagreeable
Splendid ugly boy
Psychopath

Play of psychopath
Disagreeable
Splendid ugly boy
I hate you
Play of psychopath
Disagreeable
Splendid ugly boy
Psychopath

credit to: keikowakana

2012-01-08T07:56:00.001-08:00

The Gazette - Ruthless Deed

I looked at the human truth
Sukui nosono te doko kara subera su ?

Beautiful lie
[coward than anyone else]
However, it is right
Beautiful lie
[you don't change even if escape somewhere]
Nothing is wrong

This is a fact
Mure wonashi ansoku he muka u kage

In chaos
Kyoui ni kuwa re taihai no su ga toke nounai wo eguru paradox
Meni mie nunoha ashita dakedeha naku musuu ni koroga ru shisou
Genjitsu ha nanji mo hizumu monokuro^mu paradox
Meni utsuru noha gizen nanodeha naku kazu to hirei suru shisou

Toke dasu mukui naki toma nu
Haga resouna kokoro ni
Asking oneself
Kotae saemo chiru

Kyoui ni kuwa re taihai no su ga toke nounai wo eguru paradox

Fuhai ha kakusa retamou hitotsu no kachuu de
Nanto hikikae ni himei woayashi kizu wo ume ru ?

Mujihi na touka

Toke dasu mukui naki toma nu
Haga resouna kokoro ni tou youni
Ashita wo utagai ima wo tamerau
Susuri naku ano sora ha shinjitsu ga chiru

Translation

It's a PARADOX how they are eaten by the treat
as the nest of degeneration dissolves
and hollows out the inside of their brains

I LOOKED AT THE HUMAN TRUTH
That hand of help, from where do they let it slide?

BEAUTIFUL LIE
[Coward than anyone else]
HOWEVER, IT IS RIGHT.
BEAUTIFUL LIE
[You don't change, even if escape somewhere]
NOTHING IS WRONG

THIS IS A FACT
Without its herd, the shadow turns towards rest

IN CHAOS
It's a PARADOX how they are eaten by the treat
as the nest of degeneration dissolves
and hollows out the inside of their brains
What the eyes can't see is not only tomorrow
But countless thoughts scattered about

IN CHAOS
Reality is always a crooked MONOCHROME PARADOX
What is reflected on the eyes is not hypocrisy
But thoughts as many as there are numbers

The dissolving reward doesn't stop to make brute noises
as the heart seems as if it was torn off.
ASKING ONESELF
Even the answer scatters

It's a PARADOX how they are eaten by the treat
as the nest of degeneration dissolves
and hollows out the inside of their brains

In another vortex where decay is hidden,
With which exchange will they calm the scream, bury the wound?
It's a ruthless lamplight

The dissolving reward doesn't stop to make brute noises
As the heart seems as if it was torn off, I ask myself.
I doubt tomorrow and hesitate at the present.
The sobbing sky scatters the truth.

Reality is always the crooked black and white
The PARADOX that hollows out the inside of the brain.

credit to: michiko

2012-01-08T07:25:00.001-08:00

The Gazette - -Untitled

Ii wake wo shizuka ni
Hiki nagashite kureta no wa
Yume wo mita ita yo
Sugari tsuku dake no kimi ni

Arifureta kotoba narabete
Sukima umeru no wakattanda
Yuru shiau koto mitsukareta no wa
Itsumade mo kawaranu kimi no uso (2x)

Why do I repeat myself for you?

Kanashi maseru kuse ni
Mata hitotsu kotoba wo nakusu
Sono namida no wa kesa wa mou
Naze boku wa koe sun’ darou

Utsumu kiyuka wo nazoru
Kawasanu kono me wo mitsume
Toikakeru kowai yeah~
Mada hiza wo kakaeta mama de

Arifureta kotoba narabete

Sukima umeru no wakattanda
Yuru shiau koto mitsukareta no wa
Itsumade mo kawaranu kimi no uso (2x)
Why do I repeat myself for you?

Kanashi maseru kuse ni
Mata hitotsu kotoba wo nakusu
Sono namida no wa kesa wa mou
Naze boku wa koe sun’ darou

Itsuka no kimi ga ii ta ita
Saigo ga mireba
Kigashite sukoshizutsu
Kiete ku

Kawaranai kimi no emi ni
Sukoshi tzusu
Hanarete ku kokoro ni
Furete kigashita

Sou kanashimi ga (kanashimi ga, kore ijou)
Kikoeru yo (kikoeru yo)
Sotto mimi wo fuseru you ni
Kowarete shimawanai you ni

Translation
Arguments are flowing in silent excuses,
I dreamed,
Just clung to you

How long will you lie?
Because I tried to find forgiveness for myself,
I found the way, how to fill all gaps with shared by us moments

Why do I repeat myself for you?

Still grieving
In these tears, this morning also
I’ve lost another word
Why my voice couldn’t be clearer?

I’m tracing these vile lies
Browsing them with my lost gaze
I’m afraid of any word of objection, yeah
Still I kneel down burdened.

How long will you lie?
Because I tried to find forgiveness for myself,
I found the way, how to fill all gaps with shared by us things

Why do I repeat myself for you?

Still grieving
In these tears, this morning also
I’ve lost another word
Why my voice could not be clearer?

Once you said:
“We should consider the end”
Your words are gradually disappearing
In your constant smile
In my torn heart I can still feel your presence

So, sadness…(Sadness, nothing else)
I hear… (I hear it)
Gently poured into my ears
Undisturbed with anything

2012-01-08T07:18:00.001-08:00

The Gazette - My Devil On The Bed

Mary... Kiss my chest deeply
Yokuwo kuruwasu Chloe no Feminine
Mary... Your the eyes
Karamu kokyuuwa namaatatakaku
Abandon insanity
Scatter instinct
Shisen sorasazu kamitsuite
Kobosanuyouni shitasakide
Endless fuckin' show time
The beautiful devil on the bed
Tempt me by masturbation
The beautiful devil on the bed
Let's have sex in darkness
Sungeki Zecchouno saijoukai
Sugu sokode waratteruyoude
Endless fuckin' show time
The beautiful devil on the bed
Tempt me by masturbation
The beautiful devil on the bed
Let's have sex in darkness
Abandon insanity
Tempt me by masturbation
My devil on the bed

Translation
Mary...Kiss my chest deeply
Chloe's femininity makes me mad with desire

Mary...Your the eyes
Our entangled breaths are lukewarm

Abandon insanity
Scatter instinct

Bite me without averting your eyes
So that it won't spill at my tip of tongue

Endless fuckin' show time

The beautiful devil on the bed
Tempt me by masturbation
The beautiful devil on the bed
Let's have sex in darkness

Short play　The top floor of our climax
Soon it seems to be laughing there

Endless fuckin' show time

The beautiful devil on the bed
Tempt me by masturbation
The beautiful devil on the bed
Let's have sex in darkness

Abandon insanity

Tempt me by masturbation

My devil on the bed

credit to: distressedcoma@LJ

2012-01-08T07:10:00.001-08:00

The Gazette - Shiver

Tatoe owaru koto no nai kanashimi ga anata ubattemo
hanarete yuku kokoro nado koko ni wa nai to itte

kake yotta senaka ni toikakeru asu ga donna katachi demo
yuruga nakatta no wa mou shinjiru koto wo wasuretaku nakatta kara
me wo surasu kuse mo aimai na taido mo waraeru uso mo
tonari ni inakereba ima sa nijinde yuku

tatoe owaru koto no nai kanashimi ga anata ubattemo
hanarete yuku kokoro nado koko ni wa nai to itte

toosugita kono kyori wo umeru kotoba ga mitsukaranai
sugisaru kisetsu no naka de oitsukenaku naru koto mo shitteta yo

omoidasu yori mo wasurerarenai hibi to ieta kara
mou kore ijou ga wa nakutemo uketomereru

douka modoru koto no nai toki ni namida wo nagasanaide
wasurete yuku kokoro nado koko ni wa nai to itte kureru nara

ushinai de shitta futari no asu ni anata ga naiteru
yatto mireta sugao ni wa mou furerarenai

tatoe owaru koto no nai kanashimi ga anata ubattemo
wasurenaide sayonara ga uso to omoeta hibi wo
hitori kiri de mita sora mo surechigau naka de mita yume mo
ano hi no mama nani mo kawarazu anata no naka de ima mo zutto zutto

Translation

Stealing never ends sadness, if you have a conscience.
Here it goes away, Along with your heart.

In any form ask that tommorrow returns.
Shake off the feeling of confusion from believing
lies, even the ambiguous attitude habors puffy eyes*

Stealing never ends sadness, if you have a conscience.
Here it goes away, Along with your heart.

I have no words to fill the immensity of the distance.
I also knew it would in due time dissappear.

Every day you said "I can't help but remember..."
You became interpreted without anymore to say.

In no time I began to shed tears. No longer.
And 'here' you will not forget the heart goes without saying

You are crying out. thus you'll fail twice tomorrow.
The real you is not touched again.this is the last time.

Stealing never ends sadness, if you have a conscience.
Here it goes away, Along with your heart.

Even in dreams you're alone, you saw passing by the sky...
...when you no longer exist...no one will care.

2012-01-08T06:59:00.001-08:00

The Gazette - The Suicide Sircus

Vision no fuhai
Here is a hell on earth
I felt a chill
The disappointment that increases
[TICK-TACK...]
Nobody can rewind time
Don't look away
Suicide circus
Aged hatred and young cold blooded mind
Reason of the chill
Sokoni ugomeku Poverty
[TICK-TACK...]
Nobody can rewind time
Tobichitta Merciless scene
Musekaeruyouna namanamashisani hitowa hikare
Sono fureta teni fuchakushita kyoufumo yagatewa usure
Metamorphosis
All is paralyzed
Chain reaction
Sympathizers with a similar pain
Sukuwarenu mirai o kakaekomi fumihazushita
Sonoyowasamo
Fusagikomi miushinau jibunwo tachi Shitte hoshikatta
Sonokodokumo
Fuini menomaewo fusaida kunouno hibini kakechigau
Sonoyuuutsumo
Aijou yueno kotobani zouoidaki oshiminaku sarakedasu
Kyoukimo
Mou modorenai karamai sugite
Even death becomes the prey
Heartless day
Bottom of the abyss
Suicide circus
Why is it repeated?
Suicide circus
Justice died
Bottom of the abyss
Suicide circus
Why is it repeated?
Suicide circus

Translation
My Vision decays
Here is a hell on earth
I felt a chill
The disappointment that increases
[TICK-TACK...]
Nobody can rewind time
Don't look away
Suicide circus

Aged hatred and young cold-blooded mind
Reason of the chill
The Poverty is squirming there
[TICK-TACK...]
Nobody can rewind time
A scattering Merciless scene

People are attracted by this choking liveliness
Even the terror that got stuck to this hand that I touched is fading soon
Metamorphosis

All is paralyzed
Chain reaction
Sympathizers with a similar pain

I'm embracing a future that cannot be saved　as well as this weakness that slipped up
I cut off this depressed self that I lose sight of　as well as that pulse that I wanted you to know
As well as this depression I'm crossing path with during these days full of suffering that suddenly blocked the sight before my eyes
In these words that resulted from love I'm embracing hatred　as well as this madness which I expose freely

I can't turn back　I'm too entangled
Even death becomes the prey

Heartless day
Bottom of the abyss
Suicide circus
Why is it repeated?
Suicide circus
Justice died
Bottom of the abyss
Suicide circus
Why is it repeated?
Suicide circus

2012-01-08T06:48:00.001-08:00

The Gazette - RED

Anata wo fukaku shiru hodo ni
anata ga wakara naku naru

「Akai ito」 nado mie nai kuse ni
shinjiteta no wa modore nai kara

dakishimete uso wo shitte ita noni
oboreru kokoro kakuse nai
kuchibiru ni shizumu anata no netsu ni
mitasare te yuku modore nai imasara

furidashi ta ame no naka de
kasa mo sasezu ni furue teru
kodoku wo shiru no ga kowai kara
anata motome te ta

「Akai ito」 nado mie nai kuse ni
motome au no wa modore nai kara

dakishimete uso wo shitte ita noni
oboreru kokoro kakuse nai
kuchibiru ni shizumu anata no netsu ni
mitasare te yuku modore nai imasara

tameiki majiri no kotoba ni unazuki kaesu
「 kake chigau koto de mata futari wa warai aeru sa」
I want to believe it

「Akai ito」 nado mie nai kuse ni
shinjiteta no wa modore nai kara

subete ni owari ga aru to suru nara
futari wa kitto eien de...
tashika na mono nado nai to iu nara
futari no asu wo chikaeru yo

dakishimete uso wo shitte ita noni
oboreru kokoro kakuse nai
kuchibiru ni shizumu anata no netsu ni
mitasare te yuku modore nai imasara

Translation

The deeper I know you
The more I end up not understanding you at all

And yet I cannot see something like "a red string"
Because I cannot undo my faith for you

Hold me　　Although I knew it's a lie I won't hide my drowning heart
I drown in your lips, I will be satisfied by your warmth　　I can't go back　　even now

I'm shivering in the rain that began to fall
Without holding an umbrella
Because I'm afraid of knowing loneliness
I wanted you

And yet I cannot see something like "a red string"
Because we cannot undo our longing for each other

Hold me　　Although I knew it's a lie I won't hide my drowning heart
I drown in your lips, I will be satisfied by your warmth　　I can't go back　　even now

I nodded to your words that were mingled with a sigh
"We will be able to laugh together at our disagreements again"
I want to believe it

And yet I cannot see something like "a red string"
Because I cannot undo my faith for you

If it's a given that everything will have an end
We will certainly for eternity ...
If it is said there is nothing that is certain
We can swear by our tomorrow

Hold me　　Although I knew it's a lie I won't hide my drowning heart
I drown in your lips, I will be satisfied by your warmth　　I can't go back　　even now

2012-01-08T06:42:00.000-08:00

The Gazette - Sludgy Cult

Satanic play byouteki na zushiki
kamitsuku shisei are do
kubiwa hazusenu Timid baby
taihai teki rakuen no yami de
Unsatisfactory double suicide

matowaritsuita kanjou ni ganjigarame no inu
nuriau tsumi to chuuseishin
nanimo umanu Backstair gossip

[ SLUDGY ]
Your remark
Position
ate ni naranai ze
Your remark
Position
tawagoto bakari sa

majiwaru koto ga dekinai nara
barabara ni chireba ii
Abandon an ideal

matowaritsuita kanjou ni ganjigarame no inu
nuriau tsumi to chuuseishin
nanimo umanu Backstair gossip

Show your instinct
Abandon an ideal
nuriau tsumi to chuuseishin
nanimo umanu Backstair gossip

[ SLUDGY ]
Your remark
Position
ate ni naranai ze
Your remark
Position
tawagoto bakari sa

[ SLUDGY ]
Your remark
Position
kachiaru shi ni sama o
Your remark
Position
kamitsuke ba owaru

2012-01-08T06:30:00.000-08:00

The Gazette - VENOMOUS SPIDER'S WEB

PAIN-GRUDGE-SORROW-FURY
DELETE-HEADACHE-HANG UP-DIZZY

Ito wo hawa su gokusaishiki no wana de
Haitoku kan wo kise raretamama

「Aisou yoku waratte kurenaika?」
Mozaiku no saki dechira tsukasu keba keba shii yaiba

PAIN-GRUDGE-SORROW-FURY
DELETE-HEADACHE-HANG UP-DIZZY

Like a bacteria
You repeat an increase
Like a bacteria
The spider which undermines me

Betabeta to karami tsuku moudoku ni
Marude hone no zui madeshaburi tsukusa reteruyousa

Mischief of the venomous spider
Delete this deadly poison
Mischief of the venomous spider
Sono doku wa mitsu yori amai nosa

PAIN-GRUDGE-SORROW-FURY
DELETE-HEADACHE-HANG UP-DIZZY

Like a bacteria
You repeat an increase
Like a bacteria
The spider which undermines me

This is skillful trap
Delete this deadly poison
Like a bacteria
The spider which undermines me

Perfect trap...
Delete this deadly poison

Translation

PAIN-GRUDGE-SORROW-FURY
DELETE-HEADACHE-HANG UP-DIZZY

The colorful trap that creeps over the thread,
Dressed in corruption
“Won’t you smile sweetly for me?”
The dazzling blade that flashes up at the end of the MOSIAC.

PAIN-GRUDGE-SORROW-FURY
DELETE-HEADACHE-HANG UP-DIZZY

Like a bacteria
You repeat an increase
Like a bacteria
The spider which undermines me

The deadly poison clings stickily
Just as I’m being sucked up to the marrow of my bones.

Mischief of the venomous spider
Delete this deadly poison
Mischief of the venomous spider
This poison is sweeter than nectar.

PAIN-GRUDGE-SORROW-FURY
DELETE-HEADACHE-HANG UP-DIZZY

Like a bacteria
You repeat an increase
Like a bacteria
The spider which undermines me

This is a skillful trap
Delete this deadly poison
Like a bacteria
The spider which undermines me

Perfect trap…

Delete this deadly poison.

Kebun Tsukasa X3

2012-01-08T04:16:00.000-08:00

Abang saia yg satu ini emang rajin banget maen pigg life, gw ja pe kalah. lihatlah kebonnya yg indah dan selalu jadi pos ronda para fans nya XD

si doi jg rajin pipis tiap pagigw dapet siram dari Tsukasa jg X33

sayang aku blm pernah ketemu langsung TT_TTsoalnya tiap dia OL kebonnya di gembok, jd kalo pas gak nongkrong di kebonnyaya kagak bisa masuk =w=

Tsukasa came to my garden !!!

2012-01-03T07:29:00.000-08:00

Tiba-tiba merindukan D'espairsRay

2011-12-25T20:05:00.000-08:00

D'ESPAIRSRAY Lyric [yami ni furu kiseki]

Fushigi na gurai samishii sora ni Yuku ate no nai omoi o ukabete
iru
Tsumetai kaze ga kisetsu o hakobi Tameiki o shiroku koorase fuyu
o tsugeta
Kono koe wa kimi e tsutaeru tegami de
Shiroi yuki to tomo ni kimi no moto he to furu...

Mujou na kotoba de kimi o nayamase Ima made dore hodo kizu
tsukete kita no darou
Soshite itami no oku ni kimi wa boku no Shiranai kao o
kakushitsuzuketan da ne

Kimi no kurushimi ni kizku koto ga dekizu ni
Hitori yami no naka de kanashimasete ita

Masshiro na fuyu ni deatta kimi to wa Itami wkachiaeru futai
deitai
Itsumo soba ni ite Megurikuru kisetsu ga futatabi otozuretemo
kawarazuni...

Sappuukei na heya Kuuki ni tokekomu kimi o ushinau koto ni obie
Sou kimi ga kienai you ni
Kimi no teashi, karada, kubi to yubisaki made akai ito de
shibatta
Nando mo nando mo ugokenakunaru made

Kimi no sonzai o itai hodo kanji
Hajimete kizuita kowaresou na egao
Fureta yubisaki Kogoesou ni furue

Masshiro na yuki ni kiete shimaisou na kimi no kakaete iru
yowasa o misete
Nakanaide mou hitori ja nai kara Tomo ni yume o miyou...
Kanashii kurai shiroku furshigiru saki de matsu kisetsu o mukae
ni yukou
Moshimo sono chi ga karehateteta nara Te o tori ayunde yukou
futari de...

In the rather wondrous lonely sky

My thoughts that will never die are floating
The cold winds brings the season,
My frozen white sigh heralded winter

My voice is in the letter written to you
It wafts down under you along with the white snow...

My heartless words torture you
Well I suppose until even now it pains you
And in the interior of the pain, the fact was that you continued to conceal a face unknown to me, didn't you?
Without feeling your pain
I was making you suffer alone in the darkness

With you, whom I met in the pure white winter
I want it so that the two of us can share the pain
Always, by your side unchangeable, though the seasons cycle again...

In the dreary room I fear that I will lose you as you sink into the void
So that you won't disappear like this
I bounded your limbs, body, neck, and fingertips with red thread
Over and over, again and again, until your movements die off

I feel your existence until it hurts
Your smile that seemed broken was what I noticed first
Our fingertips touched they shiver as if they were freezing

You, looking like you would disappear in the pure white snow; show me the weakness you carry with you
Don't cry, for you are no longer alone
Let us watch the dream together...
Let us go to meet the waiting sorrowful, white, first blizzard of the season
If this earth should fall to a desolate end
Let us clasp our hands and walk, the two of us...

NB: love this song so much!

bikin mewek aja ni lagu =w=

FANFIC THE GAZETTE - Lomba Fanfic Special Kai {Alamat Palsu}- The Gazette. Oneshot

2011-10-30T06:12:00.000-07:00

Lomba Fanfic Special Kai {Alamat Palsu}- The Gazette. Oneshot

Oct 29, '11 10:44 AM
for everyone

    Title          : Alamat Palsu
   Author      : Reiru
   Genre       : Mistery, Humor, Romance
   Rating       : G
   Characters   : Kai, Aoi, Ruki, Reita, Uruha, Keka as Yuki
Note       : Karna bulan Oktober identik dengan Hallowen, jadi terciptalah ide yang mengangkat tentang legenda hantu-hantu Jepang dan pilihan ku jatuh pada Yuki Onna (Hantu wanita salju).
      Fanfic ini di ikutsertakandalam Lomba Fanfic special Kai yang diadakan oleh Kyrie Keka

Lampu sorot dan kembang api yang berasal dari sebuah vila di puncak pegunungan itu memecah keheningan malam yang sunyi.
   “Happy Hallowen!!!”.
Terdengar teriakan dan hiruk pikuk dari dalam vila itu.
Villa yang biasanya kosong dan tak terawat itu kini terlihat makin suram dengan jaring laba-laba yang sengaja digantung di setiap sudut ruangan, Labu-labu berwarna orange, hijau dan hitam bergelantungan di hiasi lilin di dalamnya sehingga labu itu terlihat menyeringai aneh pada setiap tamu di pesta yang terdiri dari artis-artis dan musisi Jrock Band.
Ada yang berkostum ala manusia serigala, Frankestein, Hyena, dementor, bajak laut, vampire, pocong, kolor ijo, tuyul dan babi nyepet serta makhluk uka-uka lainnya.
Lilin-lilin dan berbagai aksesoris pesta Hallowen pada umumnya tertata apik di villa model berarsitektur Prancis itu, sehingga makin menghidupkan aura mistis di dalamnya.
   “tempat ini cocok banget buat pesta Hallowen, kegiatan ini harus masuk jadwal rutin kita tiap tahun! Ayo bersulang!”.
Seorang pemuda berpakaian mumi mengangkat pialanya tinggi-tinggi, diikuti ke empat temannya.
   “tapi aku kurang nyaman dengan kostum ini…”.
Kai menarik narik baju labu berwarna orange yang dikenakannya.
“ukurannnya udah pas banget sama badan mu Kai”.
Aoi yang menjelma jadi hantu spiderman menepuk punggung Kai kuat-kuat hingga Kai terhuyung pelan.
   “lebih ribetan gwe kali, masak bawa perban kemana mana kayak gini…”.
Reita melirik Uruha yang memakai kostum Napoleon dengan iri.
   “salah siapa suruh aku yang cari penyewaan kostum di hari terakhir sebelum pesta Hallowen diadakan, ya dapetnya cuma sisa-sisa doang, Ruki malah gak kebagian tu! ”.
Uruha tertawa ngakak melihat Reita yang kesusahan meminum anggur nya.
   “gak papa, aku sudah menemukan kostum ku sendiri”.
Ruki memakai kaos lorek putih merah ala warok Ponorogo, memadukannya dengan jaket ungu dan celana jeans yang sudah robek dan dengan tambalan disana sini. Dan tak lupa penutup mata bajak laut serta syal bulu Silly God Disco membuatnya tampak seperti arwah seorang Rocker yang sedang gentayangan. {begitulah konsep Ruki untuk kostumnya}.
“yo! Waktunya kita berburu hantu cantik di pesta Hallowen ini!”.
Ruki berseru dengan towa kecilnya.
“aku pengen kenalan lebih dekat sama Hizaki Antoniette, mumpung vampire Kamijo lagi asyik sama Centaurus Hizumi. Aoi mengeluarkan setangkai mawar merah dari dalam saku laba-labanya.
“gwe sama kunti Gackt aja deh!” Uruha ikutan ngeloyor pergi.
Reita melayangkan pandang ke seluruh ruangan dan pilihannya jatuh pada seorang monster cumi-cumi cewek yang mengedipkan mata kearahnya.
“biyar rambutnya cumi-cumi yang penting Rame tan unyu-unyu~”. Reita membalas kedipan hantu cumi-cumi imut itu dan mengajaknya ngobrol di pojok ruangan.
“Kalo hantu Rocker cocoknya ma hantu apa ya?”. tanya Ruki celingak celinguk.
“hantu sinden”. Jawab Kai asal sambil terkikik geli.
“Bener juga! Ada None Mana”.
Ruki langsung merapikan rambutnya yang sudah klimis.
“bang bro gwe cabut dulu ya!”.
Ruki langsung berjalan dengan mantap menghampiri wanita cantik berpakaian kimono yang sedang memainkan kipasnya.
“heran gwe, cepet amat mereka dapat cewek ya?”.
Kai mengulum coklat dari tas labu yang di bawanya.
“mending cari persediaan makanan buat ngemil besok aja, mumpung disini gratis”.
Kai sedang sibuk memasukkan beberapa camilan dan permen di tas labu nya, ketika tiba-tiba sesosok wanita cantik berbaju perak masuk ke ruang pesta.
“siapa cewek itu? Artis Jrock baru kah? Kayaknya aku belum pernah liat deh”.
Gadis itu memandang Kai tanpa ekspresi, lalu berjalan mendekat kearah Kai sambil menyibakkan rambut panjangnya yang terurai indah.
“Hai! Selamat datang, maaf sepertinya aku belum mengenalmu, perkenalkan nama ku Kai”. Sapa Kai tersenyum ramah.
“ nama ku Yuki, aku tersesat di hutan dan tidak sengaja menemukan villa ini”.
“oh, rumah mu dimana?”
Yuki menarik tangan Kai dan membawanya keluar villa. Cuaca yang tadinya normal seketika menjadi dingin dan tak lama salju pun turun.
“aneh sekali, kenapa musim dingin tiba begitu cepat ya?”. tanya Kai heran.
Ketika mereka menuruni tangga villa tiba-tiba Yuki terjatuh hingga dia tidak sanggup untuk berdiri.
“Yuki,kau tidak apa-apa?”. Kai membantu gadis itu berdiri.
“sepertinya kaki ku terkilir, sakit sekali kalau untuk berjalan”. Yuki meringis kesakitan.
“kalau begitu kamu ku gendong saja ya, akan ku antar sampai ke rumah mu”.
Yuki mengangguk pelan, di biyarkannya Kai memanggul tubuhnya di punggung Kai dengan nyaman.
“Rumah mu sekitar villa sini ya? di sebelah mana?”. Tanya Kai
Gadis itu hanya menunjuk ke arah hutan yang lebat dan gelap di depan villa.
“nih, camilan ku kamu makan saja, buat bekal selama perjalanan nanti”.
Kai memberikan keranjang labu nya pada Yuki dan mulai berjalan menuju arah yang tadi ditunjuk Yuki.
“bagaimana kamu bisa tersesat?”.
“aku tidak tau, aku hanya penasaran saja dengan cahaya yang terpancar dari arah tebing itu, karna ingin melihatnya aku pun berjalan menyisiri hutan dan sampailah di villa mu tadi”. Jawab Yuki.
“Oh, itu pesta Hallowen yang sengaja kami adakan sebagai ajang reuni para anak Jrock”. Kai tersenyum manis kearah Yuki.
Tanpa Kai sadari, Yuki melempar satu persatu permen di keranjang labu selama perjalanan mereka.
Lama mereka berjalan memasuki tengah hujan yang gelap sementara salju turun semakin lebat.
“aduuh,lama-lama ni cewek badannya tambah berat aja”. Batin Kai dalam hati.
“Kai, permennya habis ni, ada yang laen gak?”. Tanya Yuki melambai-lambaikan keranjang labu Kai.
“gak ada, aku cuma bawa itu…”. Dalam hati Kai meringis pilu.
“hu-huuuu~ persediaan camilan gwe masak di makan semua~”. *mewek*
“sepertinya topi Kai yang kayak tutup kerancang labu ini enak deh!”. Yuki mencomot Topi di kepala Kai.
“Krauk-krauuk!”.
“wadoh! Topi sewaan di embat juga! Uruha bisa mencak-mencak nih!”. Kai meringis ngeri.
“ni cewek laper apa busung lapar ya?!”. Kai memandang takjub Yuki yang melahap potongan terakhir topinya.
“Yuki, apa rumah mu masih jauh?”. Kai membenarkan letak gendongannya. nyaris tidak kuat lagi menahan dingin dan lelah.
“kita sudah berjalan cukup jauh, sebaiknya kita berhenti dulu ya?”.
“jangan!” teriak Yuki.
“nenek pasti sekarang cemas mencari ku, aku harus segera pulang”.
   “iya deh!”. Dengan menghela napas panjang Kai kembali melangkahkan kakinya.
   “Bdw,Kok sepi banget sih?!”. ujar Yuki lagi
   “yaiyalah! Lo pikir kita di pasar malem apa?”. keluh Kai dalam hati.
   “Kai nyanyi dong!”.
   “nyanyi? Aku gak begitu bisa nyanyi…”.
“ayo nyanyi, biyar perjalanan ini gak terasa jauh”. Bujuk Yuki.
Karna terpaksa akhirnya Kai pun berdendang.
“kemana kemana kemana… ku harus mencari kemana…”
Yuki tersenyum senang sambil menepuk nepuk bahu Kai.
“ dimana dimana dimana tinggal mu…”
“ke sana kemari membawa alamat, namun yang ku temui bukan dirinya, sayang yang ku terima alamat palsu…”
Kai menghentikan nyanyiannya.
“aduh, jangan gerak-gerak dong! Tar kalo jatuh tanggung sendiri ya!”.
Wajah Kai merona merah melihat Yuki yang tertawa lepas.
“kau terlihat makin cantik kalau sedang tertawa”.
Yuki memandang Kai dengan hangat.
“kau tau? Kaulah orang pertama yang bisa membuat ku tertawa”.
“itu manis sekali”. Kai balas tersenyum, ada sedikit semangat yang menjalari tubuhnya.
“Tarik maa~ng!”. Yuki mengayun ayunkan kerancang labu yang sudah kosong layaknya koboi yang mengayunkan tali kekang kudanya.
“Hei,hei,hei..lo pikir gwe kuda poni peliharaan lo!“. Kai merengut lucu.
“ngomomg-ngomong ni kita gak tersesat kan?”.
“enggak..”. Yuki melingkarkan tangannya di leher Kai, memeluknya dengan erat.
Wajah Kai pun langsung memerah lagi di buatnya.
Yuki menutup matanya dan tersenyum manis
“er, Yuki udah ngantuk ya?”.
“iya, boleh aku tidur di gendongan Kai?”.
“tentu saja”. Kai mengangguk pelan.
“Kai baik sekali, terima kasih ya”.
“tidak apa-apa, aku akan mengantar Yuki sampai ke rumah, jadi Yuki tenang saja”.
“ini jalannya tinggal lurus saja kan?” Tanya Kai, tapi Yuki tidak menjawab.
Kai merasa ada keanehan pada gadis ini, tapi dia memutuskan untuk tetap melanjutkan perjalanan sebelum malam semakin larut.
“apa Yuki, lapar, haus dan lelah? Pegel gak di gendong Kai?” tanya Kai lagi, tapi Yuki tetap diam membisu.
“Yuki harus bersabar ya? Yuki harus kuat melanjutkan perjalanan ini sampai akhir”. Kata Kai membangkitkan semangat Yuki dan dirinya sendiri.
   Kai heran karna pertanyaannya tidak dijawab dan karna ingin memastikan kalau Yuki baik-baik saja, Kai pun menengok ke arah Yuki.
“Yuki?!”. Kai terkejut bukan main saat melihat kain berwarna perak yang ada di bahunya, dan di tangan Kai terdapat keranjang Labu miliknya yang berisi bongkahan salju besar.
“ini…”. Kai masih tidak percaya dengan penglihatannya.
“apakah Yuki adalah wanita salju penghuni gunung yang sering di ceritakan orang-orang sekitar villa itu?”. Kai terdiam sesaat memandang bongkahan salju itu dengan mata sayu.
“Yuki…”.
Ya, Yuki hantu yang dingin dan kejam yang suka membunuh pemuda-pemuda yang tertarik padanya itu mencair karena kehangatan hati Kai.

_Finish_

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Dir en Grey

2011-10-07T21:09:00.001-07:00

The Little Devil

ALICE NINE

2011-10-07T21:08:00.000-07:00

Alice nine Kru

Alice nine Cantabile

Kagrra,

2011-10-07T21:06:00.000-07:00

Rainbow

KRA

2011-10-07T21:04:00.000-07:00

Funding Keiyuu (chap.1)

Funding Keiyuu (chap.2)

Funding Keiyuu (chap.3)

SADIE

2011-10-07T21:00:00.000-07:00

The Last Goal

LM.C

2011-10-07T20:59:00.000-07:00

Lollipop

DespairsRay

2011-10-07T20:57:00.000-07:00

Beautiful Nightmare

Kamen Rider D'espa

NEGA

2011-10-07T20:54:00.001-07:00

This is Love

DELUHI

2011-10-07T20:53:00.001-07:00

Ashikase

CAMPUR-CAMPUR

2011-10-07T20:47:00.000-07:00

Pipopapo Club - Chap.2End (The Gazette, Alice nine, Ayabie, Ancafe, Sadie, Screw, Vidoll, Versailles, Megamasso)

Pipopapo Club - Chap.1 (The Gazette, Alice nine, Ayabie, Sadie, Screw, Vidoll, Versailles, Megamasso)

Sug and Vivid

2011-10-07T20:43:00.000-07:00

Hide and Seek

The Gazette and Alice nine

2011-10-07T20:41:00.000-07:00

BANJIR!( chap.1)

BANJIR! (chap.2)

BANJIR! (chap.3End)

Blackout

THE GAZETTE

2011-10-07T20:37:00.000-07:00

PSC Kingdom

Lapeeer!

Pemilu

Jin Ajaib

Chocolate

Just For You (chap.1)

Just For You (chap.2)

Just For You (chap.3)

Just For You (chap.4)

Just For You (chap.5End)

Gomen ne

Bloody Valentine

Alamat Palsu

VIDOLL

2011-10-07T20:22:00.000-07:00

I wanna Love (chap.7End)

I wanna Love (chap.6)

I wanna Love (chap.5)

I wanna Love (chap.4)

I wanna Love (chap.3)

I wanna Love (chap.2)

I wanna Love (chap.1)

Blue Star

Love Fool

Are u really the One

AYABIE

2011-10-07T20:00:00.000-07:00

Bento Special

Peta dari Teru Versailles& Zero D'espairsRay

2011-10-01T21:03:00.000-07:00

Yeiiii! mimpi ape semalem sampe di peta Teru X333

Mang Ero~~~lop u!!! X333

Peta From Rui Screw

2011-10-01T20:58:00.000-07:00

RUIIIII~~ X333

Vivid SHOXX Vol.223

2011-10-01T20:48:00.000-07:00

Credit Please

The Gazette SHOXX Vol.223

2011-10-01T20:29:00.000-07:00

credit please

SHOXX Vol.223 Sept 2011

2011-09-24T23:21:00.000-07:00

Akhirnya tgl.15 September 2011, kiriman yg ku nanti-nanti datang juga \^o^/

SHOXX Vol.23, dg tak sabar aku dan Ijul membuka bungkusnya bersama sama, JENG JEEENG!!

buka halaman pertama langsung jejeritan, gara2 ikemen satu ini! X333

mang KENZOOOO

Ini saia post beberapa piku2nya agak bercahaya karna cuma lewat camdig XDyg lengkap and bening2 jg udah ada yg upload, jd ini hanya untuk menyenangkan hati saia saja X33dan tdk lupa saia jg ucapkan terimakasih buat mb. Mochi, gomen pas nganter saia lg keluar, Arigatou gozaimasu!/-o-)/\(-o-\)

Peta From Jin Screw

2011-09-16T21:04:00.000-07:00

Nyahahaaa Rui tak ada Jin pun jadi,,, X3

Peta dari Teru Versailles& Zero D'espairsRay

2011-09-09T07:23:00.001-07:00

Mimpi ape aku semalem dapet peta dari Teru X3

Akhirnya dapet peta dari mang Ero juga!!!*cipok* X3

the GazettE – Voiceless Fear [Lyrics and Translation]

2011-09-05T06:30:00.000-07:00

the GazettE – Voiceless Fear [Lyrics and Translation]

Hikari no naka, sakebi wa shizuka ni ubawareteita

"a quirk of fate (3x) in" stillness

Pain kasokushite yuku,

yami ni ochite yuki sou

kuuhaku no toki

Ishiki no soko de oboreru you na

Kankaku ga totemo itai

Myaku ni karamaru tsumetai ame ga

Ore o kowashite yuku

Nani mo wakaranai mama

maku o orushita higeki mugon wa tsuzuku

Ishiki no soko de oboreru you na

Kankaku ga totemo itai

Myaku ni karamaru tsumetai ame ga

Ore o kowashite yuku

Tsuki tsukerareta kaitou ni yureru

Sakebi o wasurete kimi o nakusu nara

Get rid of fear from me (2x)

Yaki tsuita mama de hanarenai

Get rid of fear from me (2x)

Hari tsumeta mama ugomeku

My broken throat

Nemuri kara samete

tada nagareru hibi o nagame

Iradachi hito wa tada

kawaranai jijitsu ni

Tsuki tsukerareta ashita ni unazuku

Sakebi o wasurete kimi o nakusu nara

Get rid of fear from me (2x)

Yaki tsuita mama de hanarenai

Get rid of fear from me (2x)

Hari tsumeta mama ugomeku my throat

Get rid of fear from me (2x)

Kuuhaku o shitta ano basho de

Get rid of fear from me (2x)

Kakechigau haguruma to odorou

"till fear fades away", a quirk of fate (6x)

TRANSLATION

Inside the light my scream has been silently snatched away

A quirk of fate

In stillness

Pain it speeds up it seems to fall into darkness a moment of vacancy

The sensation that seems to drown at the bottom of my senses hurts so much

The cold rain that is entwined in my pulse will break me

Not understanding anything the tragedy that lowered the curtain the silence continues

I'm shaking from this answer that has been thrust upon me

"If you forget the screams and get lost ..."

Get rid of fear from me

This burnt in state won't go away

Strained I'm squirming

My broken throat

I woke up from my sleep I'm just staring at the days passing by

Even if I get broken by this frustration this unchanging reality is still ...

I'm just nodding at this tomorrow that has been thrust upon me

"If you forget the screams and get lost ..."

Get rid of fear from me

This burnt in state won't go away

Strained I'm squirming　My throat

This void I have known at that place

I'm dancing with these crossing cogwheels

Till fear fades away

A quirk of fate

the GazettE – The True Murderous Intent [Lyrics andTranslation]

2011-09-05T06:00:00.000-07:00

the GazettE – The True Murderous Intent [Lyrics and Translation]

Inward ni fure hizumi masu scene
makoto gyakuno Truth icchi suru Lies
komi age tekuru Murderous intent
I can't control myself

sandome no outo de nigiri tsubushi ta hazu no Vice
shinsou haamarini Shallow
A leech to whisper at the ear
Innumerable victims and future victim
yatsu ni daku
this is murderous intent

Destroy
Give me your head
Crazy fat duce
I don't forgive you

Don't touch me
Can't control myself anymore
Die for me and all victims
Last time
A parasitic worm teno naru hou he

hakidashi ta shinsou no urade hawo muki dashi waratte ru
marini utsukushi sugite hakike gasuru
mata kurui dasu
my mind

Don't touch me...
Can't control myself anymore
Die for me and all victims
Last time

owari naki sono Malice tsugi ha dare no heya de ...
Die for me and all victims
Last time
A parasitic worm teno naru hou he

Translation

I can’t control myself
Touching me inward is a continuously-distorting Scene:
The exact opposite of Truth, consistent Lies...
Murderous intent wells up inside me.
I can't control myself.

A leech to whisper at the ear
Innumerable victims and future victim
I should have abandoned vice the third time I vomited.
"The truth is really Shallow."
A leech to whisper at the ear
Innumerable victims and future victim
Clasp it close.
This is murderous intent.

Destroy
Give me your head
Crazy fat duce
I don't forgive you

Don't touch me
Can't control myself anymore
Die for me and all victims
Last time
A parasitic worm roars at my hand

Behind the logic you vomited up, you bare your teeth in a laugh.
That too-beautiful nausea you give me
Still confuses
My mind

Don't touch me...
Can't control myself anymore
Die for me and all victims
Last time

That Malice is without end. Whose room will it haunt next?
Die for me and all victims
Last time
A parasitic worm roars at my hand

credit to: yusahana6323

the GazettE – PLEDGE [Lyrics and Translation]

2011-09-05T05:49:00.000-07:00

the GazettE – PLEDGE [Lyrics and Translation]

Kizu tsuketa ato tashika
Kizukenakatta koto
Ayamachi no kazu kimi wo motome
Mitsume aeta hazu sa

Chiisana uso ga
Hibi wo umeteita
Utagai wo kawasu y?u ni
Ushinau imi wo kokoro ga shiru
Tachitsukusu nidome no fuyu

Kimi wa mienai asu ni tomadoi
Koe wo age, naiteita ne
Kotoba wo sagasu koto mo dekizu ni
Ochiru namida wo hirotta

Sabishisa ni tsutsumarete
Hibi wa tada wo nurashi
Hikari wo motomeai kurikaeshita
Mata fukaku omoeru

Koe wo kanjite no wa uso janai
Ah, tashika ni kimi no tonari de

Aishiteru nandemo iranai
Tada zutto, soba ni ite to
Koe wo tarashi naiteita kimi ni
Kowarete yukitai

Saisho de saigo no kotoba wa kimi e sono ude wo (hanasanai yo)
Kata wo narabete onaji yume ga futari wo saru

Ch?sana uso ga katachi wo kaete
Shiroi yuki ni toketeyuku
Ushinau imi wo wasurenu you ni
Nando mo mune ni kizamu yo

Sayonara wa koko ni oite arukidasou
Mou nido to miushinau koto wa nai

Futari ai wo tashikameau you ni
Kanashimi wo mitekita kara
Ashita futari kiete shimatte mo
Mou nakanai utai yo

Itsuka sugisaru kisetsu no you ni
Kawariyuku futari ga ite
Kanashimi ni tachidomaru yoru ga kite mo
Wasurenaide, owaru koto wa nai
Futari yume no naka…

~English Translation~

The thing I realized　

only after I hurt you

I was looking for the number of faults in you　

when we should have looked at each other

Our days were buried in small lies　

So that we can fight the doubts

Our hearts know the meaning of losing each other　

This second winter is standing still

You are lost because you cannot see tomorrow　

Raising your voice you were crying

Without being able to find any words I just caught your tears

Wrapped in loneliness the days soaked both of us

We were repeatedly looking for understanding　

I can feel it deeply once again

It's no lie when I said that I felt eternity

I will certainly be by your side

I don't need "I love you" anymore

If only you'd stay forever by my side

I want to be broken by you

Who exhausted your voice by crying

All the words from the beginning to the end were said to you

So that you won't let go of these arms

The same dream that stood by our side washed us both away

The small lies change their shapes and dissolve into a white breath of air

So that we won't forget the meaning of losing each other　

It doesn't matter how many times my heart is stabbed

I leave this "goodbye" right here and move forward

I won't lose you once again

So that we can assure ourselves of our love we both had to see sorrow

Even if we both end up vanishing tomorrow　

It's okay to not cry anymore

Someday we will change into two people that pass like the seasons

Even if there will be nights when you will be frozen from sadness

Don't forget

Nothing will ever end

In a deep dream

The Gazette Lyric

2011-09-03T20:32:00.000-07:00

The Gazette Lyric

Pledge

The True Murderous Intent

Voiceless Fear

Remember The Urge

痴情 (Chijou)

Clever Monkey

the GazettE – CLEVER MONKEY [Lyrics]

2011-09-03T09:07:00.000-07:00

the GazettE – CLEVER MONKEY [Lyrics]

I send this song to the honest pink monkey
Amaya kasareta sono tsura no kawa kono ba de
I tear it off

Dance until you die
Ungainly boy
You are too different from me
If you want stimulation
Oh, I give it

This is not hatred for you
Will it be some kind of mistakes to be overconfident?

Answer mother motherfucker

You are clever monkey (different from me)
You are clever monkey (ungainly boy)
You are clever monkey (dance until you die)
You are clever monkey (know yourself) (x2)

I send this song to the honest pink monkey
Amaya kasareta sono tsura no kawa kono ba de
I tear it off

Dance until you die
Ungainly boy
You are too different from me
If you want stimulation
Oh, I give it

Oh, this is not hatred for you
Will it be some kind of mistakes to be overconfident?
That’s too bad….

You are clever monkey (different from me)
You are clever monkey (ungainly boy)
You are clever monkey (dance until you die)
You are clever monkey (know yourself) (x2)

You are clever monkey

The Gazette clever monkey with English subtitles

the GazettE – REMEMBER THE URGE [Lyrics]

2011-09-03T08:57:00.000-07:00

the GazettE – REMEMBER THE URGE [Lyrics]

Kuroku nuritsubusu youni kuuhaku wo ume ta
Doko de kurui hajime ta ?
Ano hi toha chigau (Ugly rivalry)

Aza yaka sugi tanowa
Yume wo misugi tasei
Ima wa nanimo kanji nai

Souzou ni miwo nage ru kimi he

Aza yaka sugi tanowa
Kitto ore mo onaji de
Ima wa tada toki wo mitsu me

Nee kiko erukai ?
Kokoro ga kie ta oto tsumeta ku hibiku
Kuzure dashi ta sekai no hate ni
Ah~ Nani ga nokoru ?

[My own enemy]
There is the need to disturb it now
[Your own enemy]
Never miss the eyes
Know your enemy

Tsutae kire nu hodo koko wa kuraku te nanimo mie nai
Owa ru koto no nai kuuhaku ni naniwo miru ?

Yume wa hakana ku subete ni kurushi miwo oboe ta tokini
Shinji rareru nowa jibun de

Nee wasure naide
Sono meni utsuri komu hikari no sakini
Fukai yami ga sonzai shitemo
Shinjitsu wa hitotsu darou ?

Nee kiko erukai ?
Kokoro ga kie ta oto tsumeta ku hibiku
Kuzure dashi ta sekai no hate ni
Ah~ Nani ga nokoru ?

The Gazette Remember the Urge with English subtitle

the GazettE – 痴情 (Chijou) [Lyrics]

2011-09-03T08:43:00.000-07:00

e Lthe GazettE – 痴情 (Chijou) [Lyrics]

awa hana wo name ansoku neji komu
Toiki no kazu mo wasure nai dene ?
Sora sanusono me kyouki hawa sete warau
Aisu ruga yue tada sono redakeno koto
I want to monopolize you
Lump of the envy
I want to monopolize you
Forever unchanging
Nando hada kasane temo anata ga nijimu sei
Kono chijou wa fukaku mou modore nu
Shime age ta tega toiki de nure teru
Wazuka ni kanji ta myaku wo kazoe wasure
Kami wo nade ruyouna sabi ta kaori ga
Yuuetsukan to motsure ru
I want to monopolize you
Lump of the envy
I want to monopolize you
Forever unchanging
Nando hada kasane temo anata ga nijimu sei
Shinku chira shi kuruwa sete
Chijou no hate ni kai ta futari wa
Sou~ Kodoku janai to warai kakete ruyoude
Kokoro odoru

The Gazette 痴情 chijou with English subtitles

The snake licks a flower and screw the repose into…
Don't forget the number of your sighs ?
-
It doesn't avert its eyes aside, draw its insanity and laugh
It's because of love, it's just it is
-
I want to monopolize you
Lump of the envy
I want to monopolize you
Forever unchanging
-
No matter how many times I intercourse, that's the deed makes you stained
This blind love is so deep that I cannot return
-
The hand squeezed up is wet with sighs
Forgetting to count the pulse I slightly felt
-
The rust scent like to stroke hairs
is wrapped with sense of superiority
-
I want to monopolize you
Lump of the envy
I want to monopolize you
Forever unchanging
-
No matter how many times I intercourse, that's the deed makes you stained
I scattered the deep bright red and drive it mad
and at consequence of blind love,
-
"Two" I wrote
seems to giving a smile with "Yes,
you are not alone", so
-
My heart gets thrilled

The Gazette - REMEMBER THE URGE [2011/08/31]

2011-08-31T01:46:00.000-07:00

Tracklist
1. REMEMBER THE URGE
2. CLEVER MONKEY
3. 痴情

Akhirnya single Remember the urge rilis juga dan doa ku agar the Gazette kembali membuat lagu2 khas mereka pun terkabul XD

Aku benar2 bisa merasakan kembali aura the Gazette di tiga lagu mereka ini. Pas denger CLEVER MONKEY , jiwa headbengan ku langsung membara XDD, tapi lo lbh didalami lagi ni lagu mirip ma salah satu lagunya SKULL ya,,,*tp ak lupa judulnya* XP

痴情 *alias cinta buta* menurut ku nyrempet2 TAION,unsur merana dan perasaan yang mendalam...*halah*

Kalo REMEMBER THE URGE baik lagu dan pv nya pancen cakep banget, ni lagu jg mengingatkan ku pada lagu The Gazette yg lain...lagi2 saia lupa, maklum dah mule pikun. *ditabok Kai* X3

At list, saia demen ke tiga lagu ini, matur nuwn sanget kangge nyai Ijul, engkang sampon lek2an ngantos jam kaleh welas dalu, donlotaken single meniko *hug* XDDD

Dan mumpung ni lagi Lebaran, Reiru mengucapkan selamat Idul Fitri 1432H, maap kalo selama ini ada tulisan, gambar dan segala macam uploadan Reiru yg kurang berkenan di hati teman2 semua. mohon maap lahir batin^^: segala saran, kritik dan masukan teman2 semua masih saia buka lebar2. Arigatou minna sa~~~n.

ANGELO Band

2011-08-27T22:03:00.000-07:00

Akhirnya mang Karyu dan Giru ex. Vidoll maen satu band X3
ternyata mereka diam2 kenalan,,,,*cuit-cuit* XD
CHECK OUT THERE

Kenzo x Yumechun

2011-08-22T07:19:00.000-07:00

ini adalah beberapa adegan syuuur bang kenzo dan Yumechun di film yg dibintangi para member AYABIE *saia lupa judulnya*. thx buat ijul yg udah edit ni piku XDD

D'espairsRay interview - HIZUMI interview for Club Zy website August 11, 2011

2011-08-16T22:14:00.000-07:00

A short interview of Hizumi and Seiichi Hoshiko (the head of Club Zy and Starchild complany) was posted today on Club Zy website. It's about Zy's mascot Raimaru Hizumi designed and his UMBRELLA project.

A cute tiger suddenly appears in the top left corner of our homepage! Here we present the truth behind Raimaru!

Q: A cute tiger character suddenly appeared in the top left corner of club Zy homepage, in fact the creator of that character is…
Hoshiko: Yes, I am going to make an announcement about him here! The character is called Raimaru and his creator is HIZUMI. Once we were drinking and chatting and I was very surprised to know that HIZUMI had been drawing a lot. I wanted to have a mascot character for Zy for a while and, when I asked him: “Would you like to try and draw it?” Hizumi said: “Sounds fun!”
HIZUMI: That’s right.
Q: Did you have a tiger as a theme for the character from the beginning?
Hoshiko: No, nothing of the sort. However, HIZUMI asked me a lot of questions about my background. Like: “Where were you born?” or “What things do you like?” or “What is your favorite color?”
HIZUMI: When creating a mascot for Mr. Hoshiko, I wanted to base it on something real behind the man. Tiger is his Chinese astrology sign and he said that his favorite color was emerald green. That’s why at first the mascot was emerald green (laughs). I also made it look very evil. After that I changed it a little so it’d be more lovable and it became a very simple design.
Q: So it means that Mr. Hoshiko was a motif for the mascot?
HIZUMI: At first he was (laughs). But half way through he told me: “Don’t make him look too much like me” (laughs).
Hoshiko: After HIZUMI changed the color, made a lot of small adjustments and the design took the final shape, Raimaru made his successful debut!
Q: What do you like the most about the mascot, HIZUMI?
HIZUMI: I like the “Zy” pattern on Raimaru’s forehead that looks like a lightning and his paws in a shape of stars (laughs). (T.N. “Hoshiko” literally means “star child” and it’s also the name of Mr. Hoshiko’s company that owns Zy., Gab, Stylish Wave etc.)
Q: What did you have troubles with the most?
HIZUMI: The most difficult thing was after Mr. Hoshiko suddenly said that he wanted to have Raimaru moving… (laughs)
Hoshiko: Like after I told you that I wanted Raimaru to headbang (laughs).
HIZUMI: Raimaru headbangs, if you point a mouse cursor at him.
Hoshiko: After I said that HIZUMI told me: “Then we also need views of Raimaru from behind and from the side”.
HIZUMI: We needed to have images of Raimaru from different angles and in the end I drew him in about ten different poses (laughs).
Q: It seems there are a lot of ways you can play around with Raimaru now.
Hoshiko: Well, I’m going to make a huge profit in a mascot business now and use that money to revive visual kei (laughs).
HIZUMI: You can’t say things like that! (laughs)
Q: Are you going to focus on working as an illustrator from now on, HIZUMI?
HIZUMI: Not as an illustrator, how should I phrase it… I think calling it a “creator” would be more precise, because it won’t be just about making illustrations.
Hoshiko: HIZUMI also has a lot of artworks. He has a lot of different artworks on his iPad he always walks around with. When I saw them, I thought that he was amazing.
HIZUMI: I don’t really have any restriction when it comes to styles.
Q: Have you ever studied art before?
HIZUMI: No. Actually I started drawing illustrations after Tohoku earthquake.
Q: Huh? But didn’t you give a lizard artwork for Mr. Nishikawa’s earthquake charity auction? Was it your very first work?
HIZUMI: Yes. Until then I had only sung and written lyrics and I thought: “Is there anything I can do now other than singing?” And then, when it was the time to decide what kind of work I was going to put out next, I decided on art. In short, I wanted to realize the images I had in my head.
Q: And that’s how you started your creative project UMBRELLA that consists of three categories.
HIZUMI: Yes. [UMBRELLA MUSEUM] is where I present my work as an artist. [UMBRELLA DESIGN.] is my designs for others and collaborations like designing mascot characters. And [UMBRELLA MUSIQ] is for the day, when I eventually recover and will be able to continue making music on my own. Until now I have always focused on D’espairsRay, but on the contrary at times like this I want to concentrate on things I can do now. I want to do an exhibition of my art one day. I want to collaborate with many people, musicians and designers of accessories and clothing. Also I want to try making my illustrations into figurines.
Q: Your dreams know no limits.
HIZUMI: I have no restrictions and there are a lot of possibilities.
Hoshiko: By the way I was surprised, when one day you suddenly started your twitter account.
HIZUMI: I had been thinking about making a twitter account for a while, but I had been looking for the right timing. Once things started to take shape, I decided to begin to show little by little what’s going on. I enjoy writing on twitter and I’d be happy if everyone had fun reading it.
Q: Finally please say of few words to manias.
HIZUMI: Until now I have expressed myself only through music, but now I’d like to try doing many different and interesting things. I’d be happy if you enjoyed UMBRELLA. Also I’d be happy for Raimaru to become the most popular mascot.

Name: Raimaru
Blood type: V
Place of birth: Visual star
Date of birth: November 1
Astrological sign: Tiger
Height: size of three poisonous apples
Weight: weight of five poisonous apples
Charming point: paws
Favorite things: liver sashimi
Special skills: Headbanging, X-jump
Dreams: become a vocalist in a rock band
Favorite magazines: don’t read anything except Zy. MAG and Gab.
Hobby: go to all Stylish Wave lives
Person you respect: Mr. Hoshiko (and let’s leave it at that (laughs))
Favorite line: Chance comes when you’re in a pinch!

credit to: notafanboy

HIZUMI PROJECT DESIGN!

2011-08-14T00:12:00.000-07:00

ex-D'espairsRay Vo.HIZUMI creation project (mainly non-musical) "UMBRELLA" has opened his OHP at 2011/08/11

CLICK HERE

Leda/DELUHI -VANDALICKS- (trailer)

2011-08-02T06:53:00.000-07:00

Leda is the great guitar and bass player !!
I miss u all guys
please don't disband...=w=

HERE

OUR PINK SPIDER 2011「hide STILL ALIVE！東北関東大震災チャリティーライヴ」

2011-07-27T06:31:00.000-07:00

Hi kawan2 MANIA Indonesia ni ada kabar terbaru dari mang ero n Ayang Tsukasa, simak baik2! XD
OUR PINK SPIDER 2011「hide STILL ALIVE！東北関東大震災チャリティーライヴ」

2011.09.18 (Sun.)
KASHIWA PALOOZA
OPEN 17:30 / START 18:00

TICKET ￥3,000 / ￥3,500 (D代￥500)
PALOOZA先行　8/1 14:00～8/5 18:00
一般発売　8/20～　各プレイガイド

出演者
「DIE BAND(仮)」
V & G : AN-CHANG(SEX MACHINGUNS) B：RYO(defspiral)
Key : DIE(Ra;in) Dr : MAD大内

「ZERO BAND(D’espairsRay)」
V:樹威（ex.ヴィドール）G:MASATO（Defspiral）B:ZERO
（ex.D'espairsRay）D:TSUKASA（ex.D'espairsRay）

「CUTTAKA」
CUTT & TAKA のユニット

「オレバンド」
G : Kohey(CHUCKY) B : SEXX GEORGE(LADIESROOM)
Dr : Eby(ex.ZI:KILL)

「KAMIJO BAND(Versailles)」
V:KAMIJO

jadi mang Ero n ayang ikut Hide in Memorial, mereka bikin session band yg dikasih nama ZERO BAND! wwww

D'espairsRay T-Shirt!

2011-07-27T06:18:00.000-07:00

Horeeei! akhirnya kaos D'espa nya dah jadi!! *mejeng didepan kaca*
Berasa D'espa nempel di punggung terus X33
semoga teman2 puas dg hasilnya^^:

Isshi Passed Away

2011-07-25T06:51:00.000-07:00

Aku bener-bener shcok denger kabar ini tadi pagi dari Ijul. Rasanya masih gak percaya denger ni berita,,,pas Kagrra, disband aja aku udah sedih banget, apalagi setelah dengar berita tentang Isshi...TT_TT.
ya lagi-lagi kita kehilangan salah satu musisi hebat Jepang. Suara Isshi yg khas tak kan pernah tergantikan, semoga dia damai berada di dunia sana, amin.

Pigg life Rechun dan mpok Ijul

2011-07-08T05:32:00.000-07:00

do u play pigg-life too?
lets enjoy!! ^0^

PSC 7 DAYS Session bands 2011

2011-07-01T21:51:00.000-07:00

Session band Day 1 Members include:
Vo. Keiyuu (Kra)
Gu. Kazuki (SCREW)
Gu. Masato (SuG)
Ba. Rui (SCREW)
Dr. Nao (Alice Nine)

Session band Day 2 Members include:
Vo./Gu. Aoi (the GazettE)
Gu. Hiroto (Alice Nine)
Gu. Kazuki (SCREW)
Ba. Chiyu (SuG)
Dr. Jin (SCREW)

Session band Day 3 Members include:
Shin (ViViD)

Session band Day 4 Members include:
Vo. Ryoga (BORN)
Gu. Taizo (Kra)
Gu. Reno (ViViD)
Ba. Yura (Kra)
Dr. Ko-ki (ViViD)

Session band (LU/V) Day 5 Members include:
Vo. Ruki (the GazettE)
Gu. K (BORN)
Gu. Hiroto (Alice Nine)
Ba. Saga (Alice Nine)
Dr. Ko-Ki (ViViD)

Session band Day 6 Members include:
Vo. Keiyuu (Kra)
Gu. Kazuki (SCREW)
Gu. masato (SuG)
Ba. Rui (SCREW)
Dr. Nao (Alice Nine)

credit to: edoh sama

Note:
Reiru: "wwwww, gak kebayang adek ku ko-ki tercinta ma Om2".
Reiru: "baik2 disana ya nak, jgn mw makan n minum yg macem2". *elus2*
Ko-ki: "Oce mbak ru". *smile*

Reiru: "bdw. Beb, lo kok kagak nampang?"
Kai:" abang sengaja cuti buat ketemu kamu baby".
Reiru: "oh, so swee~~t, miss u baby..."
"pet". *mati lampu* XDDDDDD

LUV PARADE

2011-06-28T22:10:00.001-07:00

LUV PARADE adalah session band nya D'espairsRay, syukurlah mereka jd kagak full vacum X3

kang Hizumi jadi bisnisman sekarang XDDDD

Tetap Semangat Mang!!! ^o^

Guitar: Karyu
Bass: ZERO
Drums: TSUKASA
Guest Vocal: TAKA（defspiral/ex. THE UNDERNEATH

Goods produce: HIZUMI

Source: ZERO’s blog

D'espairsRay Disbandment

2011-06-17T06:12:00.001-07:00

source : http://www.musicjapanplus.jp/news/1/9726/despairsray-announce-break-up/

To cure my throat during hiatus, I had tried all sorts of treatments such as medical care,
acupuncture, physical therapy, Qigong etc.
However, under a situation where there is no good prospect for recovering, we had much discussion and
we came up with the conclusion that we'd rather disband than we fade out without any activities.
Please forgive us for betraying the expectations of our fans looking forward to our comeback.
Unfortunately, it's not possible to do final performance, but we would like to show our gratitude
to you by different ways.

Though I've met lots of people and experienced good and bad things after we formed this band,
there is no useless experience.
I thank all our fans who have loved us for 11 years.

HIZUMI

The dream of D'espairsRay we drew has to be given up halfway through.

I am so sorry for the sudden announcement to everyone who has believed we would return.

In this situation that it's unable to do a final gig, please understand to end like this
without telling our feelings to you.

I'm proud of the bond between you and D'espairsRay which will never change.

I'll go on to fill the empty space in my heart little by little and to meet you again with a smile.

To all our fans who have loved us, thank you.
Thank you indeed.

Karyu

I'm so sorry for the sudden announcement.

Thinking back now, I promised everyone that we would come back in the bus during fan club trip before hiatus.
In the interviews and various writings, I also promised we would meet again.
So sorry we couldn't keep our promise, everyone.

However, this is a positive decision that all 4 members of D'espairsRay took after deep consideration,
so I ask for your kind understandings.

Now the situation still remains the same before hiatus, so we would disband without final tour or final gig.
As a result, there might be some discussion about whether it is good or bad not to do final gig,
but we judged it was impossible to do it with the best quality of our music which we had made as D'espairsRay
for ten years with all of you, so we decided to bring an end without any concerts.

Personally, I haven't painted a vision of the future yet, but I'll keep facing forward and look back a little bit.
Thinking of the days in which I can see your smile, I'll think what I can do myself from now on.

To the most passionate staffs who have supported us all the time,
To all the best "MANIA" who have always believed and loved us,
Thank you so much.

ZERO

After the announcement of hiatus, I think both every MANIA"and we might spend every day awaiting our comeback.

However, I'm afraid we came to this definitive conclusion.
I'm so sorry to everyone waiting for our returning.

Although we'd continued our musical activities together for over ten years pointing in the same direction,
the feeling is beyond words to bring an end for both ourselves and every "MANIA".
Because it's our treasure for a lifetime.

As you know, I apologize you it's unable to do a final concert because of such circumstances.
D'espairsRay will stay the best band in the world which will be long remembered by everybody even if it disbands.

Feeling proud that I had played as a drummer of this band and also proud of our "MANIA",
I'll spend the rest of my life. I'll live with a positive attitude.

Also all 4 members of D'espairsRay are going to stay the same as before, having a party and celebrating our birthday,
so don't worry!!
It's often said that the reason for disbanding might be due to discord, but it's NOT!

I would like to thank all the "MANIA" and all the people who have followed and supported us.

TSUKASA

L'arc-en-Ciel 20th L'Anniversary

2011-06-14T00:25:00.000-07:00

Okay so this past weekend L’arc~en~Ciel had their two 20th anniversary concerts at the Ajinomoto Stadium and they announced that they will be doing a nation wide tour in Japan following a WORLD TOUR in 2012!
There is no exact schedule yet for next year’s world tour, but they listed some of the places they will perform at will include:

HONG KONG
SHANGHAI
TAIPEI
BANGKOK
NEW YORK
LONDON
PARIS
TOKYO

and more…

semoga aja, and more nya tambah Indonesia,,,Amin3 X333

Manfaat Buah Naga

2011-06-04T20:10:00.000-07:00

Beberapa hari yang lalu emak bawa oleh-oleh buah naga, katanya sih banyak khasiat yang dapat kita peroleh dari buah naga, jadi aku coba cari2 deh manfaat dari buah unik yang satu ini X3 :

Masyarakat China Kuno menganggap buah naga lebih dari sekadar buah dengan beragam manfaat. Buah dengan kulit yang menyerupai sisik ular besar ini sering menjadi pendamping dua patung di meja altar persembahan. Setiap perayaan tahun Baru Imlek buah ini juga disajikan, dan menjadi salah satu sajian yang wajib ada karena diyakini membawa berkah.

Padahal di tempat asalnya, Meksiko, buah naga justru dianggap sebelah mata. Baru setelah dibawa ke Vietnam, tanaman buah naga mulai dibudidayakan secara luas sebelum akhirnya berkembang ke negara Asia Tenggara.

Di Vietnam buah naga kerap disebut Thanh long atau clever dragon sedangkan masyarakat China menyebutnya Feuy Long Kwa. Di daerah Meksiko, buah naga hadir dengan sebutan Pitahaya.

Buah naga sendiri memiliki warna kulit yang menyala, kulitnya juga tidak mulus, melainkan berlapis sehingga mirip sisik ular besar atau naga. Isi buahnya berwarna putih, merah atau ungu dengan taburan biji-biji berwarna hitam. Tekstur isinya seperti selasih dengan cita rasa seperti buah kiwi.

Badan Litbang Pertanian Republik Indonesia menyebutkan, bahwa buah naga dapat menurunkan kadar kolesterol, penyeimbang gula darah, menguatkan fungsi ginjal dan tulang, serta meningkatkan kerja otak. Adapun zat fitokimia di dalam buah ini dapat menurunkan risiko kanker.

Buah naga juga sangat baik untuk sistem peredaran darah. Buah ini sangat efektif untuk mengurangi tekanan emosi dan menetralkan racun dalam darah. Buah naga mengandung 80 persen air, vitamin C, serat, kalsium, zat besi, dan fosforus yang bermanfaat untuk mengatasi penyakit darah tinggi.

Kandungan serta pada buah naga yang mencapai 0,7-0,9 gram dalam setiap gramnya juga sangat berguna dalam sistem pencernaan dan menurunkan kadar kolesterol. Jika ingin terhindar dari berbagai penyakit, tak ada salahnya bila anda mengonsumsi buah naga mulai dari sekarang.

D'espairsRay T-Shirt

2011-05-31T06:44:00.000-07:00

[D'espairsRay Human Clad Monsters Tour T-shirt Pre-Order]

Harga T-Shirt : Rp.67.000,- (Belum termasuk ongkos kirim)
Bahan yang digunakan : Combed 20’s
Bahan Sablon : Rubber warna merah
Ukuran : S, M, L, XL (Unisex)

Ket.
1. T-Shirt tidak ready stock.
2. T-Shirt akan diproduksi jika pemesan telah mencapai 6 orang.
3. Sesi transfer akan dimulai jika jumlah pemesan telah terpenuhi dan akan berlangsung selama 3-7 hari agar T-Shirt nya bisa segera naik produksi.
4. Produksi akan dimulai jika pemesan telah melunasi pembayaran.
5. Produksi akan berlangsung selama 1-2 minggu.
6. 4 T-Shirt dihitung 1 kg
7. Uang pembayaran ditransfer/disetor ke rekening BRI gw (kalo udah deal, baru gw kasih).
8. Buat yang diluar Jogja tambah ongkir dan pengiriman paket melalui tiki atau pos indonesia

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Thanks for da memories...

2011-05-24T05:53:00.000-07:00

You are the first person who makes my heart beat, and goose bumps every time I met you.
You are the person who first made me know how it feels to fall in love, and You was the first person to make me feel uncertain because of love .

Thanks for all the memories, both of laughter and tears
And to all the feelings of love that ever filled my days.

Pursue your goals as high as the sky,
I always pray that all your goals achieved
and if indeed the god has ordained us to be together,
I'm sure someday we will surely meet again.

Know you are the most beautiful memories I will never forget.

NB: Bener kagak ni bahasa gue? XDD

DespairsRay interview - ZERO’s interview for ROCK AND READ vol. 023

2011-05-22T21:37:00.000-07:00

Starting from ZERO

ZERO – the bassist of D’espairsRay, a Japanese band who can say they were the vanguard that took the first step to bring Japanese music overseas. The reason he chose his stage name was so that he would never forget his “starting point”, when he took the instrument in his hands for the first time. Until then he had never done anything thoroughly, but playing bass made him realize that he wanted to master it, it was something he had to do. He pursued it from his starting point to the destination – D’espairsRay.

When I started playing bass, I realized for the first time that it was something I had to do all the way. I chose a stage name that would always remind me of that “starting point”.

Q: Before I ask you about your upbringing, I would like to ask the most basic question. Was there any special reason you chose ZERO as your stage name?
Z: No, not really. However, I have been using the name ZERO since I started playing bass. Ever since I was little, I have been a type who does everything to the extent that doesn’t require to go into any pains. On the other hand I have never been too interested in anything either and never investigated anything thoroughly.
Q: Do you mean that you are fickle?
Z: Yes (laughs). But when I started playing bass, I realized for the first time that it was something I had to do all the way. That’s why I chose a stage name that would always remind me of that “starting point”. When I am frustrated and want to give up, my name reminds me how I felt in the beginning.
Q: I asked the question with the simple intention of confirming things and suddenly I got to the heart of the matter (laughs). Have you been someone who does everything only to a certain degree ever since your early childhood?
Z: Yes. Ever since I was little, when it came to popular things like roller skates or skateboard or unicycle, it didn’t took me long to get better at them than other kids around me. When that happened, I always lost my interest and gave up and tried something new, something others could not easily do.
Q: Therefore, your friends could not follow you. Even though you started things so that you could enjoy playing together with your friends it turned into something you did alone. You must have been a little lonely.
Z: Yeah.
Q: Were you able to just as easily study and play sports in school?
Z: No, I could not study at all (replies immediately).
Q: You admitted it very easily (laughs).
Z: School studies were the only thing I couldn’t do at all (laughs). My parents told me: “Study! Study!” all the time, but basically I really hate it, when others force me to do anything.
Q: So you never wanted to do anything except what you discovered on your own?
Z: That’s right. Maybe I’d have studied more, if no one told me to. Well, it seems like an excuse now (laughs). Anyway since I was little I liked to play outside, as soon as I came back from school I went outside. Well, both of my parents worked so there was no reason to be at home at all and I didn’t want to either.
Q: Coming back home and being there on your own, it meant that you were a latchkey kid, something I do not hear a lot lately.
Z: Exactly (laughs). When I came back from school, I always put my knapsack down and immediately went to play outside, I didn’t come back home until it was dark. It happened everyday.
Q: I was a latchkey kid too. Maybe it is a little exaggerating, but I think kids who grow up in such environment are fast to develop independent spirits. It seems that they learn to decide what they want to do by themselves.
Z: Yeah, probably.
Q: At the same time those kids want to look perfect to the adults around them and do not want to worry anyone, their sense of responsibility grows strong.
Z: Unfortunately, that didn’t happen to me (laughs). I was into mischief all the time. When I was little, there were potato fields next to my house. If you dig potatoes out and throw them at a wall, then they’d stick to it, right? It was fun and we competed who got the biggest traces of potatoes stuck to the wall (laughs).
Q: It seems you had a talent for inventing new games (laughs).
Q: Yeah. Then sometimes I got a fishing string and wrapped it around a gate door of a neighbor’s house. If one just glances at the door, they wouldn’t notice the string, right? So I hid nearby and enjoyed watching people trying to get out of the house and being like: “Eh? Why the door is not opening?” (laughs) I caused quite a lot of trouble to the neighbors, actually they often got angry at me.
Q: When some mischief happened, did it happen that the neighbors immediately thought it was you?
Z: Yeah. That’s why my parents often went to our neighbors, gave them a box of cakes and apologized (laughs).
Q: There must have been times when you had no choice but to stay at home, for example, when the weather was bad. What did you do then? Did you just sit in front of a TV watching it?
Z: No, I never watched TV, when I was alone. During the first years of elementary school, I just played with my toys humming some weird song to myself.
Q: Ah, that’s something kids do a lot. They don’t just make sound effects, it’s like they sing a soundtrack (laughs).
Z: Exactly (laughs). Somehow rather than watching TV, I liked to play with toys and create stories in my head. It was a lot more fun than TV. But when my parents came back from work and we had dinner, it was the time when TV channels began to air a lot of anime. I went to eat my dinner in front of a TV and often got scolded again (laughs).
Q: When you hummed a song and played with your toys day-dreaming, wasn’t it a precious territory you didn’t want anyone to intrude upon?
Z: Yeah, my parents probably never saw me playing like that by myself. Of course, I probably didn’t consciously hide it from them, but at the same time I guess I was embarrassed and didn’t want my parents to see me.
Q: What kind of toys did you have and what kind of stories did you make?
Z: Well, a lot of different ones. Different toys, different stories. For example, I made two toys battle each other. I’d associate myself with one of them and that’s why it was not just “a thing against another thing”, one of them was me.
Q: Rather than empathy I guess it was like you possessed the toy.
Z: Yeah, I think it was closer to possession.
Q: It was as if you were dubbing your own movie (laughs). I agree it is something one does not want their parents to see and on the other hand if they did, they’d probably got worried (laughs).
Z: True. But I think I was a child, who had strong imagination or maybe was prone to day-dreaming. The moment I got out of the house, I’d stay outside and would not come back, but, when I was at home, I’d stay and play there. I was a child of such extremes. Or rather I guess even when I was little, I had relationship troubles with others and there were times, when I tended to hide at home.
Q: Do you mean your relationship with other kids in the neighborhood?
Z: Yeah. It wasn’t like I was bullied, but don’t little kids tease each other at the smallest opportunity without any ill intentions? If one does something weird, the others gang up and tease them. For the teasing side it is just a game and they don’t realize that they are doing something bad, but the ones who get teased really hate it, right? For example, in elementary school, how should I put it… For example, one goes chasing a girl around and other kids say: “You like that girl!” (laughs) It happens a lot, right? The older kids in the same elementary school already begin to feel it is something to be embarrassed about. That’s why even though I just had fun and chased a girl without any ulterior motives, the older kids said something like: “You are such an embarrassment!” and then it escalated into: “Don’t come near us!”
Q: It happens a lot when kids are of that age. At the time what did you want to be in the future?
Z: I liked soccer a lot. Well, I was influenced by “Captain Tsubasa”. That’s why when we had to write essays in school about what we wanted to be, I wrote: “I want to be a soccer player”. However, it does not mean that I really wanted to be a soccer player, I just didn’t have anything else to write, and that’s all. If I have to say, I think that was just it.
Q: Was “Captain Tsubasa” the only reason you had interest in soccer?
Z: Yeah. My father loves manga and we had a lot of manga books at home. When he showed me “Captain Tsubasa”, I thought that soccer seemed fun and that’s how it started (laughs). I simply thought that soccer seemed like a lot of fun.
Q: How did you feel about it once you tried playing it?
Z: How should I put it, I guess it is really difficult for me to work together with others, because I am the type who tends to get smug. That’s why though I did join a local soccer team, I quit it very soon. I didn’t last there at all.
Q: After that, when you were in elementary school, was there anything else you wanted to do in the future?
Z: Nothing at all. When I had to write essays about what I wanted to be when I grew up, I just simply wrote about things I had interest in. But there was not a single thing I wanted to get serious about.
Q: I see. Then please tell us about things you were interested in at the time even if it was very brief.
Z: Aside from soccer, I played basketball… I did quite a lot of things like abacus and calligraphy, but in the end it was all just something everyone else learned so I wanted to try too (laughs). The only thing that really stands out and which I continued for a long time is swimming. I went to a swimming school for about seven years.
Q: That’s quite a long time, it is almost a miracle for a boy who gave up on everything so easily.

I played with my toys humming some weird song to myself. I think I was a child who had strong imagination or maybe was prone to day-dreaming.

Z: However, I don’t remember going there because I liked it. Ever since I was little I had a relatively weak body and that’s why my parents made me go to the swimming school. But thanks to that I spent my elementary school years without catching cold too often, so I think it was a good thing that I went to the swimming school. If I keep thinking that way, I probably can go on.
Q: It often happens that things like learning abacus and calligraphy suddenly get popular for a brief moment.
Z: Yeah, but it was no fun and I didn’t think it could be of any use to me (laughs).
Q: Did you enjoy music lessons in elementary school?
Z: I loved them. First of all, I loved singing. Before I even went to elementary school, in kindergarten I liked singing and I always sang the loudest. I didn’t just like singing, I probably really wanted to stand out (laughs).
Q: You must have thought: “I am the one singing in front of everyone!”
Z: Yeah, and adults always praised me for being an energetic kid (laughs).
Q: But you never attended a music school or anything like that, didn’t you?
Z: No, I just liked singing, but only until I graduated from elementary school.
Q: Could it be that at the time you had a boy soprano voice?
Z: I wonder. I was often told that I had a high-pitched voice.
Q: Boys’ voices change in late years of elementary school, don’t they? I wonder if that was the reason you no longer liked singing.
Z: More like I hit puberty (laughs). It is the time, when boys start to see girls as girls, right? That’s why I started to hate singing in front of girls. But I liked playing harmonica, I was the best in the class.
Q: Do you mean that instead of being the fastest to run your fingers over strings of a guitar, you were the fastest to blow your harmonica? (laughs)
Z: Ahahaha! No, but when we participated in musical contests, I was the one who played solo parts. Other than that I liked drawing, I was probably influenced by my mother.
Q: Did your mother have a job that involved drawing?
Z: No, she simply likes drawing. Actually she is really good at it. It seems that ever since she was little she even received prizes for her drawings.
Q: In other words in elementary school you liked subjects that didn’t involve studying.
Z: That’s right. I liked physical education, music and arts. That’s all it seems (laughs). I really enjoyed those lessons.
Q: At the time were there songs you liked except the ones you learned at school, like those of singers you saw on TV and such?
Z: I guess it is quite common, but since I was little I liked “Gundam” and special effects like the ones in “Kamen Riders”, and we had a lot of records of the anime title songs at home. We also had recordings of the songs from anime like “Galaxy Express 999”. But it wasn’t that I got them because I wanted to, my parents liked them and bought a lot of them. I was influenced by my father in my liking of both “Gundam” and “Captain Tsubasa”. Of course, I think my parents probably bought those records to please me and make me happy.
Q: After that, when you hit puberty, not only you became conscious of the girls around you, but did you also awake to idols?
Z: Somehow around the time we hit puberty during the last years of elementary school all girls were making a lot of fuss about so called Johnnies idols. Since then I guess I became aware of “the way people are perceived” by others (laughs).
Q: Do you mean that you thought that, if you looked like those idols, girls would make fuss about you too?
Z: Yeah. Or maybe I wanted to be one of the Johnnies! (laughs)
Q: Did you aspire to be an idol?! (laughs) But those feeling must have changed, when you entered junior high school.
Z: Yeah. First of all, during the spring break right after I graduated from elementary school I had an earth-shattering encounter. I suddenly became aware of the bands like X and BUCK-TICK. At the time, of course, I knew nothing of visual kei and I didn’t understand at all why they put on make-up, I was simply captivated by their music and thought that it was really cool.
Q: How did you learn about those bands?
Z: My childhood friend’s father was a huge fan of the bands like BUCK-TICK and BOØWY and he taught me about them, when we met during the spring break. I felt they were really cool, nothing like what I had ever encountered on my own before. They were completely different from Gundam (laughs). I didn’t understand anything about it, but I thought BUCK-TICK’s [Aku no hana] was so cool! (laughs)
Q: Did you feel that you came in contact with something forbidden? As if you set a foot into the world of adults, the same as with smoking cigarettes?
Z: Yeah, I think I felt that way.
Q: After such a shocking junior high school “entrance ceremony” (laughs), did you exclusively go in that direction?
Z: No, I just simply liked music and it was not like I suddenly went to extremes. I listened to everything regardless of a genre, rock music or J-pop, and it was not like I listened to Western music only either. By the way the first Western music I chose to listen on my own were Van Hallen and Bauhaus.
Q: Those two bands are quite the extremes! (laughs) Why did you choose to listen to them?
Z: A public library in the neighborhood lent CDs and they had quite a lot of Western music that one usually does not come across easily. So I decided to try and listen to one record after another and the first two CDs that I chose were the ones of Van Hallen and Bauhaus.
Q: In other words it was so called “CD covers shopping” and you chose CDs by their covers, didn’t you?
Z: No, I first gave them a listen at the library. It was during the second year of junior high school. I thought that Van Hallen was cool, but Bauhaus made me think: “What the hell is this?!”
Q: Was it the beginning of your interest in rock music gradually deepening?
Z: Yes. After that I began to listen to a lot of Western music and during the last year of junior high I began to think that I’d like to learn to play guitar.
Q: So it was like an underground passage before you took the steps up to the moment you took an instrument in your hands. During junior high school years did you participate in any club activities?
Z: I played soccer. In the beginning I was a part of “going home” club (laughs), but somehow it turned out that I had to participate in extracurricular activities. Around the time I joined a soccer club, I began to grow up and gain weight and suddenly it turned out that I could play quite well. That’s why I started to have fun. I spent all my time playing soccer during three years of junior high school.
Q: To continue to play it for that long was quite an achievement next only to your swimming (laughs). Then what about your studies…?
Z: Around the time I entered junior high school I worked quite hard on my studies. I thought that if I could keep it up for three years, I would be able to get into a good high school. But I tended to spend more time playing soccer (laughs). We start to learn English in junior high, right? I looked forward to it, because just like everyone else I thought: “It’d be cool if I could speak English,” (laughs). That was the only reason really. Actually, when I entered junior high school, I did my best studying it and naturally I began to study other subjects more too. By the way no matter how much I studied English, when I listened to the records of people speaking it, I could not understand a thing. And when that happened, my interests moved on to the soccer club altogether. I thought that there was no way I could learn English and at the same time I stopped studying other subjects too… However, for some reason social studies were the only subjects I still liked. Those subjects were the only ones, in which I had outstanding grades. It is a weird thing to say, but if entrance exams consisted of social studies only, I’d have no problems getting into a good high school of my choice (laughs). I liked history and geography. I was not so good at world history, but I liked Japanese history and world geography.
Q: Maybe you were really good at subjects that required memorizing.
Z: Probably. But unless I understand the meaning I cannot remember a thing. That’s why I was really bad at studying science. I was completely annihilated during science lessons (laughs). I didn’t get what was interesting about science at all, and I didn’t understand the subjects.
Q: So in the end soccer is the only thing you remember doing your best at during junior high, right?
Z: Yes, only soccer. I liked music too and I listened to a lot of bands, but as I mentioned earlier, when I hit puberty, I began to hate singing in front of an audience and I lost interest in it.
Q: What about girls? Did your desire to be popular with girls bear fruit?
Z: No, not at all (laughs).
Q: Then what about switching over to Johnnies?
Z: No, I didn’t. In the end I just did things I enjoyed and during junior high school it was soccer.
Q: Did you find something you wanted to do in the future?
Z: No, nothing at all. However, there was a high school I wanted to get into and I had quite a few friends, who were going to enter that school too. Moreover, around the time we were to graduate junior high school my desire to learn to play guitar grew stronger. My friends were the same and we talked about forming a band together once we got into high school. We assumed beforehand that we all were going to the same high school. But… I was the only one who didn’t get accepted.
Q: If only social studies were enough to get in (laughs).
Z: No, my grades were fine, but I blew it during an interview (laughs). The thing is I tried to get accepted by recommendation and, when I failed it, because I didn’t want to study hard to pass exams I asked my parents if it was OK if I didn’t go to high school at all.
Q: But aren’t recommendation admissions decided very early? Usually even failing it, one still has a chance of getting into another school if they study hard, right?
Z: I didn’t want to do that. Anyway I didn’t want to study at all.
Q: So in the end you didn’t go to high school?
Z: I did. I went to a school about three ranks lower that the one I wanted to go to at first (laughs). I followed my plan of getting into a high school without studying for entrance exams (laughs).
Q: You parents must have objected, when you asked them if it was OK for you not to go to high school.
Z: They were really against it and, well, in the end we decided that I will go to a school closest to our house (laughs). It was within a walking distance, but it was a famous school for idiots in our neighborhood (laughs). By the way, when my little brother was about to go to high school, our parents told him: “Any school but that one!” (laughs). Well, I didn’t want to go to that school either, but at the same time I also thought that it’d be bad if I didn’t think of my parents and didn’t attend high school.
Q: That was an amazing compromise your family found (laughs). But it means that the band you wanted to form with your friends from junior high school was over before it even started.
Z: That’s right. But in the end I formed a band with new friends I met in high school.
Q: It is rude of me to say so, but a low-level school like that must have made their class assignments very easy in comparison to other schools. In such case, did it happen that your desire to study weakened considerably?
Z: Yeah, that’s why I don’t remember ever studying during high school years (laughs). I wonder if I graduated without studying at all. At the same time I got interested in playing basketball… I have a habit that, when I get interested in something, I want to connect it to music. That’s why when I started playing basketball, I began collecting a lot of CDs with rap music.
Q: In the end did your interest in basketball last?
Z: No, it didn’t (laughs).
Q: And that means that your devotion to rap music was…?
Z: Over right away (laughs).
Q: It seems in your case everything is always over in a blink of an eye (laughs). By the way was there any reason you decided to switch to basketball, even though playing soccer in junior high you finally managed to do something for a long period of time?
Z: I thought basketball was more interesting than soccer, at least I thought so at the time. The reason was simple like that. In the end before I reach level 10 in something I find it more interesting to try and learn many different things at level 5. I guess because day by day I can feel how I get better. At the time basketball happened to be what made me feel that way.
Q: By the way was it the same endless cycle that the moment you reached level 10 in something you got bored with it?
Z: Yes, that’s right.

The school rules were such that we had to have our hair black, but… for some reason teachers were very lenient when it came to me and my friends (laughs).

Q: Well then, was it back then that you got interested in playing guitar?
Z: Yeah, however, guitar was not the first instrument I took in my hands. In high school I reunited with my childhood friend I mentioned before, the one whose father was the fan of X and BUCK-TICK. At first we decided: “Let’s form a band even if only to fool around and pass time,” and my friend already played guitar back then and, moreover, we had decided on a drummer too. The only two options left were bass and vocals. I hesitated a lot deciding between the two, but there were still traces of my puberty years left after all (laughs). I still felt that I didn’t want to sing in front of an audience, so in the end I decided to play bass.
Q: That means that if you got over your puberty complexes back then you might have become a vocalist!
Z: Yeah, I guess it is in my nature that I want to stand in front of other people and I still had that desire back then (laughs). In the end another kid from our high school became the vocalist.
Q: When you finally started your band’s activities, did you only cover other bands’ music?
Z: Yeah, we played only covers and we never played live, we disbanded without ever playing in front of an audience (laughs). I don’t think our band lasted for more than ten months.
Q: By the way what was the name of your band?
Z: … I don’t remember (bitter laugh).
Q: But your face tells me that instead of not remembering you just don’t want to say it.
Z: No, I really don’t remember it (laughs). At the time we covered songs by BUCK-TICK and Luna Sea. We were more into dark music and we didn’t cover X.
Q: Did the number of your friends, who started to play in the bands, increase?
Z: Yes, in high school a lot of guys played in bands. There were so many bands around I guess it was a time of a rock bands boom back then, like there were a lot of Luna Sea and BOØWY cover bands, metal bands too.
Q: Did you form your next band while still a high school student?
Z: We formed a new band after the first one disbanded and we began to play live. We played together for about four years. The other band members were all my high school friends and we continued to play together even after we graduated. As I said earlier my house was very close to the school, so every day after classes were over we went back to my place to rehearse.
Q: As always you caused troubles to your neighbors. Did your parents have to go and apologize again...?
Z: No, for some reason everything was fine.
Q: Did you graduate from covering other bands’ songs and start to make your original music with the new band?
Z: Yes. I started to write music right after I turned seventeen and after that we played only our original music. Because we already had experience as a cover band, our interests were completely focused on making our own music.
Q: And what was that band’s name?
Z: That’s a secret (laughs).
Q: I understand (laughs). Speaking of the genres, what kind of music did you play?
Z: I wonder. At least it was a completely different type of music from what D’espairsRay play. Back then I still wrote music and all songs our band played were written by me. I guess I was the one who brought it up every time and the band existed for the sole purpose of us doing stuff I wanted to do. That’s why even when it came to drums and guitar I was the one who said: “Play like this” or “Drum like that”.
Q: So it was “The Me” kind of a band, wasn’t it?
Z: Yes, without a doubt.
Q: In such a case looks are usually more important than music, don’t you think? In that sense what kind of a band yours was?
Z: First of all, rules of our school were very strict about us having our hair black… but for some reason teachers around us were really lenient about it (laughs). Well, different teachers said different things, but there were those who were understanding. But it does not mean that we dyed our hair blond, we kept it within reason (laughs). We just dyed our hair brownish and kept it a little longer than normal. During high school it was obvious that we were indeed the band influenced by Luna Sea.
Q: What did you do about stage outfits?
Z: I got money from my parents to buy stage clothes (laughs).
Q: Your parents must have been quite understanding about your band.
Z: Yeah, they tolerated our band practices too. I guess rather than accepting it they simply thought I was going to get tired of it soon. After all it always happened that way (laughs). Well, I suppose they thought I would quit the band after I graduated from high school.
Q: Was desire to become popular with girls among the reasons you played in the band?
Z: No, though I did want to stand out. I loved music and I loved playing bass, and I just liked to perform in front of the audience and wanted to do something to stand out. On the opposite I don’t think I realized that the guys, who play in bands, are popular among girls.

The first time I took bass in my hands, I thought: “This is it!” Since then I have always been called ZERO. I have been doing ZERO for quite a long time (laughs).

Q: Even though at first you started playing bass for reasons others that liking it, did you come to love it as soon as you tried?
Z: I liked bass from the very beginning. But at first I didn’t understand the difference between guitar and bass.
Q: That’s something I hear a lot and in most cases the phrase that follows is: “I thought that, because bass has fewer strings than guitar, it was going to be easier to learn”. At the same time there are a lot of people, who get frustrated with bass once they realize it is a lot more difficult to play than they expected.
Z: In my case it was easy from the beginning. When I got a bass and reading a score learned to play songs starting with, for example, BOØWY, I could learn to play them relatively fast. That’s when I thought: “This is it!”
Q: Was that when you thought that it was something you must do?
Z: Yes. However, I also felt that just like everything else playing bass might turn out to be something I would not continue for a long time. That’s why like I said in the beginning I chose the name ZERO. Ever since I formed my first band, started to play bass and decided the band’s name…
Q: You mean you chose ZERO as your stage name at the same time as you chose the name of the band you already forgot? (laughs)
Z: Exactly (laughs). Ever since then I have been ZERO, so it means since I was fifteen- sixteen years old. I have been ZERO for quite a long time (laughs).
Q: How did you get your first bass?
Z: I had my parents buy it for me. My parents are very easy when it comes to money (laughs).
Q: In a way that’s quite a desirable environment to grow up in (laughs).
Z: Since junior high school I didn’t have a fixed allowance my parents gave me. When I needed money, like when I went out with my friends during weekends, I always just asked them: “Please give me money,” and I always got what I wanted. There were times when they even gave me as much as 10000 yen. They probably didn’t realize exactly how much money they gave me (laughs).
Q: So with no money problems you had no obstacles during your high school years to play in a band?
Z: Well, none except exams. Every year exams got more and more difficult to pass. Of course, that was simply because I didn’t study at all. That’s why the difference between levels of my knowledge at the time I entered high school and when I graduated was really big (laughs).
Q: Did you study just enough to proceed to the next grade without having to repeat a year and dedicate the rest of your time to the band?
Z: Yes. I rarely studied, even when I was at school, and sometimes I didn’t go to school at all and just hang out somewhere.
Q: You didn’t go even though the school was right next to your house?
Z: No. I was always late too. Actually isn’t being late an everyday offence committed by kids, who live really close to their schools? (laughs)
Q: That’s true, there is such a tendency.
Z: I attended high school properly only during the first year.
Q: Kids, who do not go to school, are often called delinquents (laughs). Were you aware that you were a delinquent?
Z: I didn’t think that I was being bad. It is true that I studied very rarely, but I didn’t cause trouble to anyone and, when I went to school, I didn’t do anything violent. The only school rule I broke was about my hair, so I was alright I think.
Q: In the end after you quit basketball did you quit all club activities at school altogether?
Z: Yes, I did. I fully concentrated on my band. At the same time the only other thing I had interest in was computers. In general I was interested in data processing (laughs). I wanted to try and do a lot of different things using a computer. However, it didn’t seem like I could get too far into it, buy different parts and put them together. No matter how easy my parents were with money I could not pester them to buy me something as expensive as a computer (laughs).
Q: In the mean time the years of high school centered on your band were finally over (laughs). Did you manage to pass final exams and graduate safely?
Z: Yeah. However, after that I just loitered around for a while (laughs).
Q: That’s quite a usual turn of events (laughs). What did you say during career consultations at school?
Z: Nothing in particular. Or rather while everyone divided into two groups, those who were going to work after graduation and those who wanted to go to a university, I did neither and went home (laughs).
Q: I see, you were a type of a student teachers find the most difficult to cheer on (laughs).
Z: Well, yeah. But by then I already told my teacher that I was going to make my living playing music.
Q: What did your teacher reply to you?
Z: He said: “There is only a handful of people in this world who can make their living playing music. Think of something that can be useful for your future.” Well, of course, he said that, my parents told me the same thing. But I seriously decided that I was going to make my living playing music.
Q: So after the graduation you kept playing in your high school band, right? While loitering around (laughs).
Z: Yeah, I continued to play in that band until a little before I turned twenty.
Q: Did you do nothing except playing in the band?
Z: No, of course, I could not do that. In the beginning I actually did nothing, but my parents have their own business and through it they got me a job at a factory of one of their regular customers. That’s why during the day I usually worked there and on my days off and in the evenings I played with my band.

I thought that I didn’t want to shoulder a burden all by myself anymore. Playing in D’espairsRay I learned the fun of doing something together with the other three band members.

Q: What was the reason you disbanded?
Z: I wonder what it was. Somehow, despite the fact that it was the band that did whatever I wanted to I gradually got bored with it. I, myself, was boring. However, it was difficult to change something I kept doing for several years. I worked hard to resolve the situation the best I could, but in the end I guess I reached my limits and playing music stopped being fun.
Q: It seems that though you wanted to keep writing songs and playing music based on your ideas, you began to realize your own limits.
Z: Yes, I felt that way. I began to work and earn my own money so now I could freely buy pretty much whatever CDs I wanted and I began to listen to a lot more music than before. But even though it made me think: “I want to try making music like this,” I could not do it on my own.
Q: So that’s why your band broke up.
Z: The truth is it was supposed to be only about me leaving the band. But if I think about it, it was not like they could continue without me.
Q: On the other hand you would probably regret leaving if the band continued to play successfully after that (laughs).
Z: Ahahahaha! Well, that’s true. But I don’t think I would feel like I lost (laughs).
Q: That happened right before your twentieth birthday. What did you do in the meantime before you began to play in D’espairsRay?
Z: I just loitered around (laughs). Sometimes I went to work, sometimes I didn’t…
Q: In what directions did your tastes in music continue to broaden?
Z: I listened to the bands like Nirvana and Alice in Chains. If I think about it, I also tried listening to Enia. I am not sure if it a good thing or a bad thing, but I have never been particular about genres of the music I listen to. That’s why I listened to a lot of different music without being concerned with the context. But honestly after my band broke up I lost the sense of purpose I guess, my desire to play music professionally probably faded away. That’s why even listening to music I felt like it just dragged on and on and I never formed a new band. I never did anything more than just helping out my friends from other bands.
Q: Was D’espairsRay the next band you joined as a full member after the break-up of your band?
Z: Yes.
Q: How did it all begin?
Z: When I was still in my previous band, we played live together with Karyu’s band. The drummer of Karyu’s band used to play in a band we played together with in high school, so having known each other and since my home town is Kumagaya in Saitama prefecture, I invited them to play together with us there. We played together once. Then before long I quit my band… And while I loitered around again doing nothing Karyu’s band broke up too. After they disbanded the two of us began talking about playing together.
Q: What was your first impression of Karyu?
Z: To tell the truth among all members of his band Karyu was the one I didn’t get along at all (laughs). Or rather I just didn’t know him well. There were four members in that band and I knew contact information of the three of them, but I didn’t know Karyu’s phone number. But one day he suddenly called me (laughs).
Q: I suppose it means Karyu had feelings for you that you didn’t reciprocate (laughs).
Z: It happened that I felt there was a sense of distance between them and I just never exchanged phone numbers with him. We sat next to each other during after-parties a few times and Karyu was a fun drunk (laughs), he gradually began to fall apart. I had that impression of him and because I thought it was fun, I loved to make him drink a lot (laughs).
Q: At the time did you talk about what kind of a band you wanted to do together?
Z: Somehow, we talked about wanting to play dark music. Karyu’s previous band was quite pop, and my band was the same. I wanted to try and play aggressive music, but I could not write songs like that myself. So we both felt that we wanted to make aggressive and dark music, but it was nothing more than that, it was not like we had a clear concept. Then the two of us began to search for other band members, while loitering around (laughs).
Q: And then you met Hizumi and Tsukasa. What was your first impression of Hizumi?
Z: First of all I thought that he had a good voice. He had good looks too, so there were no problems at all. Somehow I felt that his voice had a potential. He also seemed like a guy we’d get along with.
Q: What about Tsukasa?
Z: The two of them played together before and in the beginning they sent us their demo tape. At first for some reason the only thing I paid attention to was Hizumi’s singing, but when we actually met and played together, I realized what a great drummer Tsukasa was. Moreover, it seemed that in their previous band Tsukasa was the one who mainly wrote songs. It appeared he also used to play in a brass band, and, how should I put it, it seemed he was really good at “constructing” things. His songs had good quality. That’s why we wanted to play together with them, but they felt very conflicted about it. Not about playing together with us, more like about whether or not they should move to Tokyo. Hizumi also said that he wouldn’t move without Tsukasa. That’s why I did everything I could to encourage the two of them to come to Tokyo (laughs). That’s how D’espairsRay began.
Q: It must have become a big turning point in your life.
Z: Well, yeah. But honestly right after we formed the band, I lost my motivation to play music. Because we reached the stage when I had to feel more motivated about it, my desire to make my living playing music weakened. I didn’t think that far in earnest. Rather the first time I thought playing in D’espairsRay was fun was when we recorded our first CD.
Q: Does it mean that your first proper recording gave you a sense of satisfaction?
Z: Yeah. But if I think about it now, it does not mean that until then I didn’t put all my strength into D’espairsRay. Already then I intended to do my utmost playing in D’espairsRay and as time passed the band came to mean a lot to me.
Q: In 2009 you celebrate D’espairsRay’s 10th anniversary, but speaking honestly, did you think in the beginning that you would continue to play music together for so long?
Z: I am not exactly a person, who leads our band, and, if I had to say, then I suppose, when things do not go well between us, I am in a position to step forward and turn the situation for the better. That’s why I think it happened that we continued to play together, because I thought that I’d like us to go on. Somehow I thought that even though I was not the one standing at the front, it was alright as long as I was a part of the band.
Q: Did you no longer think: “Me! Me!”?
Z: That’s right. First of all, I no longer wanted to shoulder a band on my own.
Q: Did you loose interest in being the one who sees the musical destination of the band?
Z: Yeah, I no longer thought it was fun. On the opposite, I think playing in D’espairsRay I learned the fun of doing something together with the other three band members.

I don’t think that I would want to continue playing music and being a member of a band. Not unless it is D’espairsRay.

Q: I see. Did something change in you, when D’espairsRay became such an important existence for you?
Z: I think there must have been some sort of change, maybe even something trivial. However, I guess I cannot explain it very well myself. For example, as our band gained popularity I began to care about things like clothes I wear, instead of being like: “Anything will do,” as I used to be in the past. I think there are a lot of other things too, a lot of changes even I myself do not notice.
Q: What do you think you would do now if you never played in D’espairsRay?
Z: I don’t know. I cannot imagine that, I am not sure if I’d even be alive now. I am not exaggerating, even if I try to imagine my life without D’espairsRay, I cannot do it. But on the other hand, if I think about conforming to a society and living an ordinary life, I don’t think I can live that way. Well, if I think realistically about it, I guess I’d go back to my parents’ place. Actually, I think if I didn’t meet Karyu and the others, my passion for music would probably cool down. However, it seems that my personality has not changed at all. With the exception of D’espairsRay, I always give up easily and never do anything for long. For example, I only clear video games half way and always quit before completing them (laughs).
Q: D’espairsRay is a very special case, considering that you continued to play in it even longer than you went to a swimming school as a child (laughs). Could it be that, when you started to play in D’espairsRay, your parents thought that you’d give up and come back home soon?
Z: Probably. For a long time they had been telling me: “When you turn twenty start to think seriously about your future,” and I pretty much ran away from home, when we formed D’espairsRay… Or rather, while continuing to say that, they still gave me allowance (laughs), and I could no longer stand to be fawned over like that. A few years after that my parents told me: “Maybe it is about time you come back home.” A little before that we got signed to our first label and after I told them that I finally became able to earn my living playing in the band, their way of thinking about it changed. Now, even though they keep saying that if anything happens I can go back home anytime, they support me. I am not a parent myself yet and I do not understand how they feel, but I am grateful to them.
Q: Maybe at the same time the existence of D’espairsRay is something to be grateful for too?
Z: Yes. If I ask myself a question: “If D’espairsRay is no longer a part of my life, then what is left?” I realize that nothing is left. If D’espairsRay disband, I will not know what to do the next day. I don’t think that I would want to continue playing music and being a member of a band. Not unless it is D’espairsRay.

credit to: notafanboy

Fanfic AYABIE. Bento Special

2011-05-17T04:02:00.000-07:00

Title : Bento Special

Author : Reiru a.k.a Rechun

Fandom : Jrock Kenzo x OFC

Genre : Humor

Chapter : one shoot

Rating : G

Note : Penpik ini tercipta saat long holiday Waisak, gara2 flu aku libur gak bisa kemana mana. Dan bosen jg cuma guling2 di kasur, akhirnya tercipta deh penpik Geje bersama akang Kenzo ini XDDD

Ku tunggu komen, saran kaliyan! Enjoy it!

Disclaimer : Fanfic ini adalah hak cipta sepenuhnya ada pada Saia, so Please NO robbing without my permission! Sankyuu^^:

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“Sunny Sunday!”. Aku berdiri di balkon kamar sambil merentangkan kedua tangann ku, mengambil napas panjang menikmati segar nya udara pagi ini.

Tiba-tiba nada dering Kagrra, Kasunda Fuyu no Mukou ni dari ponsel membuyarkan lamunan ku.

“Ohayou Baby!”. Terdengar nada ceria dari ujung telpon.

“Ohayou juga Baby ku tercinta!”. Wajah ku langsung berubah merah tiap menerima telpon darinya.

“ u look so beautiful today”.

Aku celingak celinguk ke kanan, kiri, tengok belakang dan keatas, hanya awan putih berbentuk buaya berjalan pelan yg kulihat. Terdengar Kenzo yg tertawa terbahak.

“Lha! Kamu kok malah ketawa sih Bab?”. Tanya ku heran.

“aku ada dibawah sini Baby…”.

Kulayangkan pandang ke jalan di ujung rumah, dan tampaklah Ikemen berkacamata riben mengklakson sepedanyanya sambil melambai-lambaikan tangan.

“Mukyaaa~ kamu datang dari mana Bab?!”. Takjub melihat Kenzo yg sudah cool dengan setelan kemeja putih dan celana jeans nya.

“ya dari emak gue lah, sini buruan turun! Kita jadi pit-pitan keliling komplek kan?”. Teriak Kenzo.

“Iya, aku ganti baju dulu ya?”.

“udah,pake pajama beruang itu jg keren kok bab!”.

”tar yg ada aku dikira emak lo lagi”. Kenzo tertawa lebar memandang wajah ku yg manyun.

Lima belas menit kemudian aku sudah duduk manis di bangku belakang sepeda Kenzo. Karna hari libur, banyak warga sekitar yg berjalan-jalan dan bersepeda disekeliling taman kota. Kenzo mengamati pemandangan sekitar taman, mengayuh sepedanya pelan, sambil sesekali bersiul ceria.

“Nyanyi dong Bab biyar tambah rame”. Katanya kemudian.

“Hmm,nyanyi apa Bab?”.

“Terserah Baby deh! Yg penting ceria dan pembangkit semangat!”.

Ku pandangi wajah Kenzo yg tersenyum penuh pesona kearah ku…*nose bleed*

“dung, dung, tak, dung,dung,dung, tak…”. Kenzo mulai bersenandung Seolah mengiringi lagu ku dg suara drumnya.

Perlahan aku mulai menyanyikan sebuah lagu yg baru-baru ini sedang kuhafalkan *lol*

“ mada mada yume ha samenaide…kono michi no mukou nani ga matterudaro…iko iko kotae ha arukara…akiramekirenai tachidomarenainda, demo ushirogami hikuato.. sukoshidakedemo…sono yawarakana egao no tonari ni itaikeredo, …”.

Aku menahan tawa sebentar saat melihat Kenzo menggeleng gelengkan kepalanya. Dan kami pun menyanyikan Reef lagu itu bersama.

“ massugu ni kakedasu.. harewataru aozora ga mabushii oikaze ni oaorare atarashii tabi ga hajimaru…itsuka mata aeruyo furikaerazuni ashita he mukauyo…GOOD LUCK MY WAY shinjiru michi he…”.

Lagu Larc-en-ciel Good Luck My Way itu mengiringi perjalanan kami hingga ke pinggir sungai taman kota. Kenzo menghentikan sepeda, memarkirkannya di tempat parkir sepeda.

“untung kita berangkat pagi-pagi jadi tempat ini belum terlalu rame, enaknya kita sarapan dimana ya bab?”.

“lesehan di pinggir kolam situ ja!”. Jawab ku sambil menunjuk kearah kolam luas yg dihuni beberapa ekor angsa yg cantik.

“Ok!”. Kenzo mengandeng tangan ku dan tersenyum manis sekali.

*author nose bleed again mbayangin senyum Kenzo*.

Setelah tikar digelar dg tdk sabar Kenzo mengambil kotak bentonya dari dalam tas piknik yg dibawanya.

“aku bawakan bento special buat kamu baby!”. Serunya.

“aku juga bawa bento buatan aku sendiri khusus buat kamu bab!”. Kita pun saling tukar bento dan mata kenzo langsung berbinar binar melihat isi Bento dari ku

“Wow! Nasi goreng special plus pepes ikan kesukaan ku!!!”. Kenzo dg segera melahap Nasgor itu dg penuh suka cita tanpa melihat wajah ku yg mundung melihat isi bento dari Kenzo.

“Bab, kok aku cuma dapet bakmie goreng doang sih! Kalau beginian ma gak special..”. Keluh ku.

“Special lah Bab, kan mie nya dibuat dg penuh cinta”. Jawab Kenzo sambil mecicipi pepes ikannya.

“maksud aku special itu masakan buatan baby sendiri, bukan masakan pabrik baby”. Wajah ku masih merengut gak trima.

Kenzo tertawa melihat muka ku yg menggelembung lucu.

“Baby kan tau ndiri, abang gak bisa masak ya cuma mie, nanak nasi ma masak air doang…”.

“ ya paling gak bawa makanan warung buat cadangan kek”.

“Oh iya! Abang tadi sempet bawa lotek kesukaan mu baby!”. Kenzo celingak celinguk keseliling taman.

“nah! Itu dia bungkusan abang!”. Tanpa pikir panjang Kenzo mengambil sebuah bungkusan tas kresek merah yg tergeletak disamping parkir sepeda.

“ne? aneh banget, perasaan tadi pas kesini Baby gak bawa kresek merah itu deh! Tas bentonya aku yg pegang trus dari mana asal kresek merah itu?”. Pikir ku heran.

“Tada! Ni dia lotek jumbo buat kamu baby!! Walaupun buatan warung tapi karna abang membelinya dg penuh rasa cinta dijamin ni lotek makin maknyus rasanya”. Kenzo kembali memamerkan senyuman mautnya dan menghilangkan semua prasangku tentang bungkusan itu.

“ abang bukain ya Bab”.

Kenzo memakai sarung tangan sepedanya “ biyar higienis dan loteknya tetap bersih”. Sambil tersenyum penuh cinta dibukanya kresek merah itu, tapi bukan bungkusan kertas coklat dibalut karet khas lotek langganan ku melainkan kotak kardus panjang seperti bekas kardus sepatu yg terlihat. Kecurigaan ku pun kembali muncul.

“ kok bentuk bungkusnya gitu Bab?”. Tanya ku penuh curiga.

“ namanya juga lotek jumbo jadi tempatnya jg musti besar kan?”.

“ Hati-hati lo Bab, sekarang kan lagi musim bungkusan-bungkusan nyasar yg mencurigakan gitu…”.

Aku memandang Kenzo dg rasa cemas.

“Tenang Baby, ini cuman lotek jumbo biasa kok! semuanya aman terkendali”.

Perasaan ku mulai gak enak saat Kenzo berusaha membuka kardus itu.

“Baby, jangan dibuka!”.

Terlambat, kardus telah terbuka disertai dg bunyi letusan keras dan membuat Kenzo jatuh taksadarkan diri seketika itu juga.

“BABY!!!”. Aku berteriak histeris.

Orang-orang disekitar kami pun berhamburan kearah kami, ingin melihat sumber suara letusan tadi.

“Baby, bangun!”. Ku sandarkan tubuh Kenzo di pangkuan ku.

“ Cepat pangil ambulans dan polisi!”. Seseorang berteriak memanggil bantuan.

“Baby, maapin aku ya gara-gara aku kamu jadi kayak gini…”. Ku seka air mata yg mulai mengalir deras di pipi ku.

“tapi salah kamu juga sih! Sok tau dan maen buka sembarangan aja, udah tau sekarang lagi musim bom-boman gini harusnya kamu lebih hati-hati kalau lihat barang-barang mencurigakan..”

Ku raba beberapa bagian tubuh Kenzo, mencari kalau-kalau ada bagian tubuhnya yg terluka.

“Alhamdulillah kagak ada lecet, tubuhnya tetap mulus dan bening…tapi kok Baby gak sadar-sadar ya?”.

Ku pegang pergelangan tangan Kenzo, syukurlah denyut nadinya masih terasa.

“Baby,bangun dong! Kamu cuma main-main aja kan!”. Ku tepuk-tepuk pipi Kenzo, tapi dia tetap tidak bergeming.

“Baby, …ayo buka mata mu!”. Tanpa terasa Air mata ku kembali mengalir.

“Baby, ini sama sekali gak lucu… kamu mulai membuat ku merasa takut sekarang….”. aku sudah tak kuasa lagi menahan air mata yg akhirnya tumpah ruah tak terkendali. Ku benamkan kepala ku di dada Kenzo.

“ Kenzo kun, aku sangat mencintai mu jadi kumohon bukalah matamu…”

Tiba-tiba kurasakan tangan Kenzo membelai kepala ku dg lembut.

“aku paling gak tega lihat cewek nangis…”.

“Kenzo!”. Aku tersontak kaget. Kulihat wajah Kenzo yg nyengir lebar.

“untung aku pake sarung tangan anti peluru, dan ini cuma bom dg daya ledak kecil kok bab, jadi tdk begitu berbahaya…”. Kenzo malah tertawa melihat wajahku yg cemas.

“ Tenang aja Bab, aku baik-baik aja kok!”.

“ kamu tu bener-bener nyebelin!”. Teriak ku marah.

“ Aduh!”. Kenzo meringis kesakitan mengelus kepalanya yg terantuk saat ku bangkit dan metinggalkan nya begitu saja.

“Baby, jangan marah dulu dong!”. Kenzo berlari menyusul ku.

Aku terus berjalan cepat tanpa menengok kebelakang.

“ Iyadeh aku minta maaf,udah buat kamu khawatir..please berhenti dulu baby”.

Diseberang jalan kulihat seorang cowok mengendarai montor balap merah berperawakan atletis, rambutnya sedikit pirang, mengenakan rompi ketat dan celana panjang berwarna hitam , dia menoleh kearah ku, dan tampaklah wajahnya yg terpahat begitu sempurna, dia menatap ku dg tajam.

Tanpa ragu aku langsung duduk membonceng dibelakangnya.

“Tarik bang!”. Seru ku.

Cowok itu tersenyum tipis. “pegangan yg erat ya?”.

“Woi! Tunggu!!!”. Kenzo berteriak dan mengumpat kesal melihat ku pergi dg cowok misterius yg tak dikenalnya.

_FINISH_

Note :

Dari sepenggalan penpik one shoot diatas, ada dua pesan yg bisa kita ambil hikmahnya. Pertama, selalu waspada dengan berabgai barang yang tergeletak secara tdk wajar di sekeliling kita. Segera lapor polisis atau tim gegana terdekat. Pastikan bahwa barang itu aman dan bukan bungkusan bom buku, bom kresek atau bom snack lainnya.

Kedua, selalu punya tumpangan cadangan untuk mengantisipasi bila sewaktu-waktu terjadi hal yg tdk diinginkan yg terjadi pada tumpangan kita yg pertama.

Kai : “maksud lo tumpangan cowok gitu!”

Rechun: “loh! baby kapan pulangnya? Bukannya kemarin lg sibuk ngurus konser ya?”

Kai : “oh! Jadi gini kerjaan mu kalau lagi ditinggal laki, baby?!”

Rechun:”wait2! Jangan salah paham dulu dong bab”.

Kai :”gimana gak salah paham, bukti mengatakan bahwa kamu sekarang sering lirik2 rumput tetangga, mulai dari rumput seger *tunjuk Kenzo*…sampai rumput kering *tunjuk rambut Tsukasa*.

Rechun: *pilin2 rambut yg udah kruel*, “ya mau gimana lagi, abang gak pulang2, kehabisan kebutuhan batin ni bab…kagak nahan lihat yg bening2 lewat”.

Kai : “padahal abang udah bawa voucer belanja setahun penuh, tiket liburan seminggu ke Prancis ma nonton konser Laruku bareng”. *kipas2 tiket konser*.

Rechun: “I love u pull baby!!!”.

Kai :”ogah, abang tiba2 pengen hibernasi 6 bln ni”. *langsung klipuk*.

Rechun: “Hwaaaa~ Baby! Bangun dong bab, maapin aku ya! Aku janji gak bakal bergelayutan di rumput tetangga lagi Ok!!!”.

Kai :” Zzzzzz….”.

Rechun : “BABY!!!!”. *ngekor klipuk*

New Single L'arc-En-Ciel GOOD LUCK MY WAY

2011-05-14T08:53:00.000-07:00

Akhirnya setelah penantian nan panjang
Om2 Laruku rilis single baru juga!!!
Lagu ini merupakan Theme song of Animation Movie "FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST -Milos no seinaru hoshi
I love this song!
lagu penyemangat dan penghibur hati yg sedang merana XDDD

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Lyrics

mada mada yume ha samenaide
kono michi no mukou nani ga matterudaro

iko iko kotae ha arukara
akiramekirenai tachidomarenainda

demo ushirogami hikuato sukoshidakedemo
sono yawarakana egao no tonari ni itaikeredo

massugu ni kakedasu harewataru aozora ga mabushii
oikaze ni oaorare atarashii tabi ga hajimaru
itsuka mata aeruyo furikaerazuni ashita he mukauyo
GOOD LUCK MY WAY shinjiru michi he

achi kochi kakezurimawatte
mada kikoenaito kotae ha denaimitai

kitto kitto koukaishinaide
waraiaeruyo susumi tsuzukerunda
hora mou kowakunai
asu nani ga okottemo norikoeraresou
kokomade tsumazukimakuttakara

utsuriyuku sekai no katasumi de kimi ni aeterurashii
afuresona omoi wo kotoba ni dekinakattayo
itsukamata aetara motto umaku tsutaerarerukana
GOOD LUCK MY WAY hohoemikakete

massugu ni kakedasu harewataru aozora ga mabushii
oikaze ni aorare atarashii tabi ga hajimaru
itsukamata aeruyo furikaerazuni asu he mukauyo
GOOD LUCK MY WAY SMILE AWAY

utsuriyuku sekai no katasumi de kimi ni aeterurashii
afuresona omoiwo kotoba ni dekinakattayo
itsukamata aetara motto umaku tsutaerarerukana
harukana niji wo koete
GOOD LUCK MY WAY sjinjiru michi he

Vidoll. Bakwan Shun

2011-05-07T22:22:00.000-07:00

AKU SUKA BAKWAN!!!

Deluhi Disband

2011-03-31T22:39:00.000-07:00

Akhirnya satu persatu Jrock band pujaan ku gulung tikar *nangis garung2*

ni dia pernyataan mereka di official web DELUHI:

Since December 1 last year, work was temporarily suspendedDELUHI, but
Today (April 1, 2011) announced a national tour of the summernow lifted:
"DELUHI LAST TOUR-VANDALISM-" Womochimashite
"dissolution" became a thing.

Since the end of the tour last fall DELUHI
"In the future, because a big step forward to more " active rest period was provided to
In such circumstances, "left" because I was determined to be the will of members,
[Juri / Leda / Aggy / Sujk] by four of the activities of DELUHI
I can not face that situation continue.

A result of the whole discussion about this matter seriously,
Of these four will not survive more than DELUHI,
"DELUHI" no sense to act as judges,
I choose the path that is now dissolved.

DELUHI waiting and the resumption of work, you continue tosupport
Fan to everyone, you become to know these things
I am truly sorry.

Members and staff a decision at the end of 悩Mi抜Ita.
In the last nationwide tour starting July 1, the
DELUHI have built everything in the three years since the formation
In order to represent best, the fans and everybody, so you can share the best moments
I put the heart and soul to live.
Somehow the end, DELUHI please everyone all of the champion this.

DELUHI everyone you ever continue to support the fans,
Of everyone involved, thank you very much.

DELUHI
BRAVEMAN PRODUCTIONS
2011.4.1

Juri
I think many people were surprised by the sudden announcement.
It became such a report as a result,
I am so sorry everyone.

The other activities in DELUHI four members of the nowunthinkable.
It is also a common opinion.
The reality is that the dissolution of myself,
There also honest it was not perceived easily.

However, rather than to stall hiatus
Please understand DELUHI positive idea whether it wasdisbanded.

Will recover their throat discomfort during the hiatus over time,
Susumu Kiyoshi wanted to try to resume more activities.
It still remains the same.
Until the final tours of the summer, DELUHI of my best work hardso as Juri
I'm happy to support 頂Ketara end.

Juri

Leda
First, sorry to promise faithfully.

"Never come back" I told you
I'm sorry I've been like this.

"To go to a bigger step, " During the hiatus,
DELUHI was always thinking about.

At face value, always wanted to resume work on the growth ofindividual waited.
Clear vision than was visible ahead.

I did not think I broke all honesty.

Talked about the withdrawal of a member results in all times,
Respect the will of him, pushing things to do
What you can do it themselves, led to the conclusion.

What to do DELUHI

I thought the remaining members,
Past three years, have experienced many things in four, a variety ofthings to fret over
Precisely because everyone has all the Live, DELUHI if they were born of music and atmosphere

Even if activity resume in the remaining three,
Even put new members to resume work,
I think it makes sense anymore in the DELUHI Nothing really.

Unthinkable for the first not to show it to everyone.

So I decided to close the curtain DELUHI DELUHI to be out thereas possible.

I believe this is the best decision.

I think the dissolution of the biggest betrayal of all who believe inwaiting.

I am truly sorry.

I got a lot of joy and happiness from everyone so far in the lastnational tour,
Now everybody want to go back.

Please do turned out to walk the path together, a new member andbeloved.

Thank you for supporting me so far.
Kina Hiroshi DELUHI food now.

Leda

Aggy

The official face down but I did my name
Will tell the truth.
The intention of the withdrawal had solidified myself.

This rest period, touching music and art in a flat
I think I have the urge again that the shape of things myself.
The result should be obtained Kano Sawayama thought for what it
I get my own answers.

Many of the artists have a "global show business 突Tsu込Ndarafeet
Can not stop "I read something that said that,
I just realized that so too.
Live and also really hungry, to fill the desire for the
Run to work, the brain is embodied in the outline of the things you want to express yourself.
It is fulfilling and creative with it.
Easy to use the word myself to feel sorry for the weird.

DELUHI activities as a starting member of the staff people for your cooperation,
And all the fans than anything else. Exhausted to really grateful.
Thank you.
Let me grow.

For he is my intention to leave and told they would haveunreasonable
[dissolve] the final form of the two characters are complete,
It was a complicated one to be raised as a result everyone delights
Had the announcement might be.
But the last tour.
I'm thinking I want to make everyone valuable time.
The last stop is going to be feeling very lonely, but,
The least important time "DELUHI • Aggy" as
Thinking of trying to fulfill.
You wanted in it is good because I enjoy along with great pains.
I knew it I was. Thanks!

Aggy

Sujk
This time, I am sorry to report the sudden becomes.

DELUHI resurrection to all the fans were waiting for me to believe
Become to betray the form is full of feeling really sorry.

Members, I repeated discussions with staff, these four people's Not
Concluded that the band is DELUHI hold.

There is withdrawal Even if the band continued,
I do not want to compare, I do not want.

DELUHI in me, we had a huge presence,
DELUHI was always together in life.
So, I did not expect to be dissolved.

Really is frustrating.

Member for me, you are like a family,
When I think of the last will be sad to live in these four.
For me, I truly loved our members.
So I think that people should do all four.

DELUHI four people, so
I do not think we need something positive and negative.

It is a translation for this 4 DELUHI who came from one the first time,
Even when finished, I think that people should do all four at the same end.
DELUHI came the band and what.
Is reminded of many things, so I was able to grow it yourself.

DELUHI is really good to think things come to a music career.

And I think everyone glad to have met.
DELUHI now is not only a member
And a lot of people there with the fans.

Last summer's tour will continue all of my heart DELUHI.
Finally, I would appreciate singles champion.

Finally, supporting the ever DELUHI,
All the fans who have supported, staff people, people who matter
We thank all the people who for your cooperation.

Thank you.
Sujk

Huhuu...lama2 aku kebal ma disband ni anak2 Jrock,,,=w=

Warna dan Kepribadian Anda

2011-03-21T07:18:00.000-07:00

WARNA apa yang dominan Anda kenakan sehari-hari? Hmm... nice! Warna tak hanya sekedar menunjukkan selera atau favorit saja lho, tapi juga menunjukkan kepribadian Anda.

Penelitian ini telah dilakukan bertahun-tahun lamanya. Ditemukan bahwa warna favorit, atau warna yang paling mendominasi isi lemari mengungkapkan kepribadian seseorang. So, let's have fun today. Intip warna favorit yang menceritakan soal Anda yuk!

Hitam

Anda yang menyukai warna hitam cenderung punya pemikiran yang konservatif. Anda sangat tahu apa kelebihan diri Anda. Warna hitam juga cenderung membuat Anda ingin tampil seksi dan percaya diri.

Pink

Warna ini cenderung dikenal sebagai warna feminin. Namun di balik girly image-nya, sebenarnya warna ini menyembunyikan kepribadian Anda yang misterius. Jadi, tak benar jika seseorang yang menyukai warna pink adalah sosok yang sangat girly, bisa jadi ia pandai memainkan gayanya.

Merah

Anda cerdas, berani dan vokal! Anda sangat suka berada di tengah banyak orang dan menjadi pusat perhatian. Anda suka berpetualang dan tak suka ditentang.

Biru

Seperti kesan yang didapat dari kejernihan warnanya, Anda yang menyukai warna biru adalah sosok penyayang dan berjiwa bebas. Anda percaya bahwa kecantikan dari dalam dirilah yang membuat Anda cantik seutuhnya.

Orange

Warna ini menunjukkan Anda adalah orang yang tulus, menikmati tantangan dan hal-hal baru. Anda juga punya ambisi besar serta senang menjadi pusat perhatian.

Kuning

Jika Anda suka warna kuning, maka Anda adalah orang yang optimis. Suka akan tantangan dan kegiatan di luar ruangan, terutama olahraga. Anda adalah orang yang fleksibel dan punya intuisi yang kuat.

Putih

Warna putih ini dikatakan sebagai warna netral, dan demikian pula dengan Anda yang memfavoritkan warna satu ini. Anda cenderung pecinta damai dan tak suka memihak. Anda juga termasuk orang yang tenang dan mudah berteman dengan siapa saja.

Hijau

Jika Anda pecinta hijau, maka tak salah lagi, Anda adalah sosok pecinta lingkungan. Sekalipun mungkin Anda bukan orang yang terjun di dalam organisasi pecinta lingkungan, namun Anda berusaha menjaga lingkungan sekitar Anda. Anda juga sosok yang keras kepala, namun sekaligus teman yang menyenangkan.

Coba ingat lagi, warna apa sih sebenarnya yang dominan di hidup Anda?(source : yahoo.com)

Alice nine Interview : Arena37c Vol. 336

2011-03-18T20:08:00.000-07:00

Are there members that sleepwalk?
Hiroto: When I woke up, I was on the balcony.
Shou: What do you mean?
Hiroto: I usually sleep, but it seems like I drank milk in the middle on the night, the empty milk bottle had fallen over, and I had slept leaning against the wall of the balcony. When I woke up I could see the sky, I thought that I had died for sure (laughs). That kind of thing often happens. Like I'd be around the refridgerator, and there'd be empty bottles around me. The likelihood that I wake up in front of the refridgerator is high.
Tora: Hiroto really does suddenly get up in the middle of the night. When we used to share a room, he'd suddenly get up and look around, patrolling, then he'd suddenly sleep again, I was shocked, wondering what had happened.
Nao: When I drink, I'm at home without realizing it. Although when I ask the shopkeepers they say "You just went home normally".
Shou: Isn't that just being drunk?
Nao: Well I guess it's not sleepwalking.
Saga: I wake up and shower, make proper preparations then leave the house2, and then I wake up. But, I'm late for work (laughs)
Shou: Saga-kun is seeing the future.
Saga: Sometimes I hate making preparations again, and go back to sleep (laughs)
Shou: I don't sleepwalk, but it seems like I sing while sleeping. It seems like I sleeptalk alot. Like while I'm sleeping I say "No smoking!" Once I had slept in and got confused, and when my manager called me, Kagrra's Izumi-san was like "Shou-san, what's wrong?". The manager of that time had the same kanji as Izumi-san, and because I was half asleep I was mistaken.
Tora: I don't sleepwalk~ I don't sleeptalk, but I often laugh in my sleep. I often wake up to the sound of my own laughter.
Shou: Tora often sleeps with an amazing sleeping posture in front of us. He looks like Tutankhamun (laughs)
Hiroto: Saga-kun is also quiet when he sleeps. When he sleeps, he doesn't even make the slightest movement.
Shou: When you're in the same room, he's so quiet to the point that you can forget that he's there.
-Arena37c; Vol. 336 (Sep 2009)

credit to Edoh

Agnes Monica bersaing dg Jpop solo

2011-03-14T20:23:00.000-07:00

Aku benar2 makin nge fans sama Agmon setelah baca berita dari yahoo ini:

Dalam satu kategori penghargaan, JpopAsia mengambil puluhan penyanyi atau band dari beberapa negara Asia yang berbeda. Demikian, nama Agnes merupakan salah satu yang terbaik dari Indonesia.

Seperti dilansir situs JpopAsia inilah kategori di mana Agnes masuk di dalamnya:

Best Female Solo:

Dalam kategori ini, Agnes harus bersaing dengan banyak nama-nama besar di dunia musik. Salah satunya diva musik pop asal Jepang, serta pelantun lagu First Love, Utada Hikaru. Ada juga nama Ayumi Hamasaki yang tak kalah mentereng, dan juga Zhang Liyin, penyanyi cantik yang mendapat julukan sebagai BoA dari China.

Best Musical Ability:

Kategori ini tak kalah berat, Agnes harus bersaing dengan nama-nama macam Andy Lau serta Hyde yang tak lain adalah vokalis dari band legendaris L'Arc en Ciel. *pak dhe aq tetap mendukung mu!!!* XD

Begitu juga dengan tiga kategori lain yaitu Most Favorite artist/band, Sexiest Female Singer dan Most Want-to-be Girlfriend/Boyfriend. Agnes harus bersaing dengan bintang-bintang top Asia.

Namun bukan berarti kesempatan Agnes tertutup karena polling ini dilakukan secara online. Jika menilik track record Indonesia selama ini dalam jejaring twitter, di mana trending asal Indonesia begitu sering menjadi TT dunia, seharusnya bukan tidak mungkin Agnes mendapat polling yang besar, asal masyarakat benar-benar mendukung. *kecuali aq* XDDD

Selain itu, Agnes Monica bukanlah satu-satunya artis dari Indonesia yang masuk nominasi. Nama Anggun di mana mengarah ke penyanyi internasional Anggun C Sasmi masuk dalam kategori Favorite artist/band. Sempat juga muncul nama SM*SH dalam kategori yang sama dengan Anggun. Namun setelah ditelusuri SM*SH yang dimaksud bukanlah SM*SH Indonesia. *itu SM*SH Boy band Korea Jeng*

WELCOME BACK!

2011-03-05T19:45:00.000-08:00

Hwaaaem,,,,~_~ akhirnya aq nge blog lagi setelah beberapa dekade hiatus XDDD
gomen buat semua teman" yg sudah mau mampir dan meluangkan waktunya untuk membaca tulisan" pengobat stress ku ini XDDDD

setelah dapat job aku memang jarang banget bergerilya di dunia maya n Jejepangan, penpik pun terpaksa harus pensiun.,,=w=
OL cuma sekedar lewat n cari info terkini band" Jrock Favorit doang!
jadi maap bgt lo blog kagak pernah update, akun usahain sekarang tiap minggu buat upload dah!
Bosen jg liat ni blog macet gini" aja ;-p
thx for ur support guys!^^

Mukyaaa~

2011-01-19T13:08:00.001-08:00

Aoi san~ lets celebrate our birthday together!

Semoga apa yg qta cita2kn terwujud&dapat meraih kesuksesan,amin.
Sugeng tanggap warso! X3

Vidoll disband?! TT_TT

2011-01-18T03:20:00.000-08:00

Kenapa satu persatu Jrock band favorit q pada diband?! Kemarin Kagrra, sekarang giliran Vidoll,jui mw solo karir,giru jd pak tani, rame bisnis women,tero msh remang2,Shun mw nglamar gue,,*digorok Kai* :-p

Awas aja lo Despa ngekor! lo pada gulung tikar gini,bisa2 aq beralih jd campur sari lover nih!

HapPy nEW yeAR 2010!!!

2010-12-31T13:52:00.000-08:00

Akemashite omedetou minna sa~n!
Let`s draws a dream^^

Th. 2011 ini sepertinya saia bakal hiatus nulis penpik...
Penpik Vidoll - I Wanna Love akan jadi penpik terakhir saia,
karna setelah membuat penpik ini saia memutuskan untuk pensiun dari author penpik,
dikarenakan situasi dan kondisi yang tidak selenggang seperti jaman-jaman sekolah dulu...=w=
tapi, kalau ada waktu luang atau ada dari teman-teman yang ingin request dan saia tertarik dengan
usul teman-teman itu, akan bisa saia pertimbangkan untuk menulis penpik kembali^^

Akhir kata, saia ucapkan terima kasih kepada teman-teman dan siapa saja yang sudah membaca
dan memberi komentar pada penpik-penpik maupun semua tulisan dan upload-an geje saia ini ;-p
karna tanpa dukungan dan ide-ide gokil kaliyan saia tidak mungkin bisa
menghasilkan penpik dengan berbagai tingkatan geje ini XD *opo jal*.

Tetap kunjungi dan beri komentar-komentar mu di gazejogja-1412.blogspot.com
komentar,Saran,dan kritik masih terbuka lebar buat teman-teman semua.
And Once again, Please NO rabbing unless you have my permission! OK!!
Sankyuu Minna sa~n!!! ^w^

Petualangan Pigu!!!

2010-12-09T19:57:00.000-08:00

Kagrra, Disband...=w=

2010-11-13T22:21:00.000-08:00

Satu lagi band Jrock fav. ku yg disband...

Kagrra,.....*nangis kejer*

aku gak percaya Kagrra, memutuskan buat disband

pe nangis2 aq baca infonya di official website dan blognya Edoh sama....TT_TT

ini adalah penuturan dari para member kagrra, yg aku ambil dari blog Edohsama.

It’s the time for Kagrra, to cease the activities, which have lasted for 11 years. This is the demise.

During these long years, thanks to the members, fans, staff and all the persons concerned, Kagrra, was able to create a unique culture pursuing the best music. However, we have found a final form in it as a result.

However, we believe that we should not be complacent with our current condition, therefore, we call it a demise.

As to the time I’ve spent with Kagrra, it’s no exaggeration to say that there are so many memories that I can not possibly resolve my feelings, even after I made this conclusion. As Isshi of Kagrra, I want to focus all my energy on to the end with all of you.

I want to say sorry to all the fans, staff and people concerned, who have been supporting us till now. However, I still believe that the music and the words that we have left will be alive forever in the future. We will pursue all the possibilities and begin our own activities in the future, although it’s hard to imagine how the future will be for myself. I will feel very happy if we can have your unchanged love from now on.

The belief that I had in saying “Where Kagrra, is, is where everyone is. Where everyone is, is where I am.” will not change.

Although it’s a farewell, I want to express my gratitude to all of you who have been supporting Kagrra, and Isshi.

Isshi
Kagrra,

We have a very important announcement for everyone today.

Kagrra, will stop activities after the live concert at Shibuya C.C. Lemon Hall on March 3rd, 2011.

The five of us have been making music for more than ten years, as Kagrra, it has been ten years.
I’ve met the best band members, we shared a dream and we grew up together.
A lot of things happened; not only good things,
but we have the best memories with our fans who loving our music and the staff we can trust.

Although we have celebrated our 10th anniversary,
in order to aim for a higher place,
we have had several discussions on the course of our future activities,
and reached a tough decision after considering all kinds of opinions.

To those who have been supporting us,
I’m so sorry to make such a sad announcement.

We are a band, which can not exist without Isshi, Shin, Nao, Izumi.
Our music will remain forever because it is unique,
and I will always be proud of Kagrra, as the most important band for me.

Thank you for being with us for ten years.

In the time remaining, the five of us will try our best to present the whole world of Kagrra,
with all our might.
Please support us until the very end.

Akiya
Kagrra,

As an unexpected announcement, after the discussion among all band members, Kagrra, will cease activities and come to a “Demise” after the live concert on March 3rd 2011.

The reason differs by each member. but to me, at the moment we have done what we can do and want to do as Kagrra,. It would be by pressure only if we continued these same activities without a pause.

Thanks to the support from a lot of people, we have made it through ten years, which is a long time.
The ten years with Kagrra, have become a life style to me, and I kept growing both as an artist and as a human being.

I’m proud of the band Kagrra, and at the same time I can never thank enough to everyone who has been supporting Kagrra,.

Thanks to every member of Kagrra, the fans, and the staff concerned.

There is still a little time left before the “Demise”, please keep your support up until the last minute with Kagrra, until then, we keep work as hard as we can

Sin
Kagrra,

I’m so sorry for the sudden and unexpected announcement.
Based on a lot of discussions, we decided this is not possible to keep the band anymore.

Kagrra, is a band that has been supported by a lot of fans, staff and persons concerned for ten years long.
It’s been 10 years already and I keenly feel that the time goes by so fast.
Lives, tours, KITANSAI, in-store events, fan club trips. Amongst a lot of memories, the most impressive ones are “KITANSAI” and the “fan club trips”.
We had a lot of fun, planning how to make everyone happy, although there were some tough times like when being too busy during recording. We have found the fulfillment and sense of accomplishment in these events.
These were some of the few events where we could communicate with you.
The final two events have been scheduled, but we will try our best to make them more fun than ever, for you to enjoy.

I have spent 1/3 of my life as Nao of Kagrra,.
And although it makes me feel anxious and lonesome to leave Kagrra, But I will not bend down my head!
I will focus on the future and move forward with belief in myself.
The announcement might make you, who loves Kagrra, sad, but please don’t feel down and let’s move forward.
I am proud of everyone and “Auga” who have been supporting us.
There is little time left, but I hope we can say goodbye with a smile.

Thank you for being with us for ten years.

Nao
Kagrra,

It’s a very disappointing result.
Celebrating the 10th anniversary, I felt that Kagrra, would have a new start.
I wanted to continue.
No matter for what reason, I wanted to continue this forever.

We started to discuss about this even before the tour “HYAKKI YAKO” starts, but hadn’t reached a conclusion for a long time. It was a tough tour.
However, we have had a lot of good memories from a pleasant tour.
In retrospect, everyone seemed to have enjoyed it.
I really felt that we could still go on.
Unfortunately, I could neither save it nor stop it.

To be honest, there are moments I feel tired.
Why someone who would like to continue have to suffer? I questioned myself, but got no answer.

It has been great ten years.
We have received a lot of passionate support from you so we could continue on.
We got a lot of experience.
We created a lot of memories.
We have gained a lot of happiness. I could never thank you enough.

I believe that Kagrra, is a great band.
Now and ever.
It’s really nice to be a member of this band.
Kagrra, is everything to me.

Thank you very much to all of you.
Thank you very much for your love.
And, thanks to Kagrra,.

I am still Izumi of Kagrra, until next March.
Please keep up your support.
Let’s enjoy it until the very last minute.

Izumi
Kagrra

credit to :Edohsama

Hwaaaa~~~ Akiyaaaaa~~~ *penyuk*

aku tak kan luma semua kenangan tentang kaliyan,

lagu2 Kagrra, telah banyak memberi inspirasi dan selalu berhasil menenangkan perasaan ku yg sedang kalut...

Kagrra, tiada duanya,,,,

tetaplah berkarya, aku akan terus mendukung kaliyan...

aku akan selalu merindukan kaliyan semua guys...*big hug*

Hujan abu merapi menghiasi sekeliling rumah ku

2010-10-29T15:59:00.000-07:00

Berita mengenai meletusnya merapi semakin santer tersiar minggu2 ini. Kaliyan semua pasti sudah mendengar n melihat berita lbh rincinya diberbagai media.

Dan Hari ini,merapi kembali meletus lagi tepat dini hari pukul 00.30 WIB, dan letusan kali ini adalah letusan terbesar yg mengakibatkan hujan abu dihampir seluruh daerah Sleman dan Jogja,termasuk didesa ku Ngrame Gakure. Aku baru sadar saat jam5 pagi keluar rumah mw jalan2 pagi seperti biasa, sejauh mata memandang tampak diselimuti hujan abu&pasir dg ketinggian sekitar 2-3 cm.

Dari tengah malam sampai pagi ini hujan abu masih turun dan menurut berita yg ku lihat diTV hujan abu ini tdk berbahaya tp mengandung belerang shga warga hrs tetap waspada&selalu memakai masker.
Semoga kondisi merapi segera kembali normal,amin.

ni pic yg q ambil dari lantai atas rumah

yg ni kendaraan2 berselimut abu
Kelinci q semua sembunyi di lubang kecuali si emak yg dg santai merebahkan tubuh gendutnya yg kekenyangan XD

Versailles - Destiny The Lovers- PV [PREVIEW]

2010-10-23T19:23:00.000-07:00

NYaaaa~~ Finally Versailles release their new PV Destiny da Lovers..TVT
with their newest member who replaced Jasmine You,
Masashi in bass they look so awesome! *alwaus*^^
I miss u all guys!!! *big hug*
I like their new long hair style
look more elegant and cool
n da song so beautiful!
Love it Love it!!!X33
Can't wait for their full pv^3^

Asal Muasal suka Jejepangan!

2010-10-16T20:36:00.000-07:00

Kalau cerita awal mula suka Jejepangan, sepertinya semua anak pasti sudah kenal baik dengan dunia anime dan tokusatsu. Kalau aku sih dimulai dari Doraemon! Anime sepanjang masa!!, lanjut ke Saint Saiya, Sailormoon, Candy-candy, Minky Momo, Samurai X, Wedding Peach, dan anime2 sejenis yg mengangkat tokoh pahlawan cewek *sampai lupa saia namanya*. Waktu itu sih aku belum menganggapnya sebagai hobi, ya sekedar hiburan aja. *namanya jg anak TK n SD jadul* XD

Mulai bener2 terjun ke dunia anime itu saat aku masuk SMP, karna didekat SMP ku ada rental manga jadi hampir tiap weekend aku dan beberapa teman ku selalu nongkrong disana, dan mulai kenal deh sama Detektif Conan, Inuyasha, One piece, Hunter x Hunter, Initial D, Hikaru no Go, Gundam Seed, Pokemon, Digimon, dkk. Lo tokusatsu of course! Baja Hitam RX!!! *idola saia bgt tu*^w^, trus film2 sentai sejenis power ranger jg turut serta mewarnai masa2 kecil saia. XD

. Apalagi saat itu mulai bermunculan TV swasta yg menayangkan anime2 keren dan berbobot. Pokoknya jaman SMP dan SMA ku tu jaman kejayaan Anime, beruntung sekali saia bisa menyaksikan anime2 itu, cz menurut ku anime2 yg ditayangkan di TV sekarang sebagian besar anime untuk adek2 balita, TK dan SD. Ide ceritanya anak-anak banget lo gak gitu cuma anime2 jadul yg diputar berulang2 aja...jadi sekarang kalau para pecinta anime bener2 pengen up date anime terbaru musti cari info sendiri…TT__TT. Jadi nglantur ke dunia anime nih, Ok! Lanjot!!

Dijaman Anime ini mulailah aku cari teman2 pecinta anime yg laen lewat dengerin chanel2 Radio yg muterin lagu2 Jepang terutama anime. *jaman doelo internet blm se booming sekarang chuy!*. Darisanalah aku dapat teman2 sesama pecinta anime, kita saling tukar info, dan berbagi pengalaman, trz aku mulai koleksi lagu2 Ost. Anime^^.
*jadi ketawa ketiwi ndiri mengingat masa2 itu*.
Dari sms ada temen yg punya ide buat sejenis komunitas pecinta Jejepangan, langsung deh kita sebar sms cari anggota sebanyak2nya, dan Alhamdulillah sampai sekarang komunitas ini masih tetap eksis. Ya… walaupun aku gak ikut dalam tim inti karna situasi dan kondisi yg tdk memungkinkan untuk selalu eksis dikomunitas.
Ortu ku benar2 orang yg taat dan disiplin. Anak gadisnya ini gak boleh keluyuran jauh-jauh pa lagi pe malem, bisa2 aku di sate sampai rumah. Aku sering berpikir.. kalau saja ada satu aja sohib ku yg orangnya free bisa diajak maen kemana aja n yg penting suka suka Jejepangan, mungkin bisa ku usahakan untuk sekali-kali kabur X3. maklum saat itu dunia Jejepangan belum sepopuler sekarang, masih sedikit anak2 yg mengenal tentang anime dan music Jepang tingkat tinggi *opo wi jal!*. ada sih beberapa temen SMA yg suka, tapi lebih ke game. Sebagian besar masih berkiblat pada dunia barat. *hmm…,malah jadi curhat ni :-p *.

Yah! Tapi aku cukup senang hanya sebagai penonton dan penggembira^^: beruntung aku dapet temen Jejepangan saat les kelas 3 SMA. Dan kita pun sering datang ke acar Jfes di jogja. Benar2 masa terindah kalau ingat Jfes saat itu, cz dunia Jep2angan lg booming2nya! Banyak Jfes dimana2, hampir tiap bulan ada! Anknya jg asyik2dan penuh rasa kekeluargaan. Hmmm…,entahlah aku merasa anak2 Jejepangan sekarang kok gak begitu sesolid dan sekompak skrg ya? Lebih suka mengunggulkan diri sendiri…*yah! Curhat lagini!* X3.

Bosen didunia anime dan karna sering denger lagu2 Jepang lewat radio juga, aku mulai tertarik pada Jpop yg berasal dari Ost. Anime beranjak ke artis2 baik solo dan band nya semacam Ayumi Hamasaki, Utada Hikaru, Mika nakashima, Asian Kungfu Generation, Back On, Uver World, TM Revolution, Gackt dan kawanannya.

Terus nular deh ke Jrock band. Dimulai dari Larc~en~ciel, Malice Mizer, Dir en Grey, Luna sea, dan seangkatannya. *penjelasan lebih lanjut tunggu corat-cotet Rechun berikutnya* ^_x
Begitulah perjalanan saia dan dunia Jejepangan yg sampai saat ini tetap saia ikuti dan tekuni terutama untuk Jrock band nya soalnya udah kecantol ama music dan para personelnya yg bohai dan aduhai! XDDD. Beberapa temen jalan ku udah mulai pada KO! Dan kembali ke dunia asalnya, tapi aku ini emang tipe orang yg gak gampang pindah ke lain hati. tetap doyan dan lahap habis musik2 Jrock! tapi tenang saja, biyar begitu Rechun Pipopapo masih tetap cintah dan bangga pada Indonesia tanah air ku ini! X333

Fanfic.Vidoll-IWanna Love (Chap.7End)

2010-10-01T19:57:00.001-07:00

Title : I Wanna Love
Author : Rechun a.k.a Reiru
Fandom : Jrock Vidoll
Pairing : ??? ^w^
Chap : 7/END
Genre : Romance, Humor
Rating : General
Note : Untuk siapa saja yg secara sengaja maupun secara tidak sengaja menemukan dan membaca penpik ini, diharapkan untuk memberi komen dan sarannya, (komen bisa ditulis di CBox) walaupun itu hanya sepatah kata atau satu huruf itu sangat berharga bagi saia untuk mengetahui seberapa besar minat teman2 pada penpik2 geje saia ini. Trimaksih.

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Jui berjalan pelan mengikuti dibelakang Rame sambil bersenandung mengenakan Head phone Rame.

Miageta tokai no yogareta sora wa
toosugite kokorowa surikire

Ah-hane wa mogarete soredemo
bokura waashita wo shinjite ikiru
Mado wo tatteku yuudachi naki
yamanu sora atarashikatta heya mo ima de wa
nandomo moyou wo kaete
kashikoku nareba aruhodokaketeku sunao sa
Toki ni wa uso no kotoba wo erabi
nandomo kujike sou ni natta

Ah-konna machi deitsudemo uwateku waraete iru darou ka
uchitsukeru ame no oto ni magirete wa
koe wa dashi naki tsudzuketa

“hmmm,indah sekali..”. Rame memejamkan matanya, berkata dalam hati.
“tapi suara ini seperti....”. Rame berbalik memandang kebelakang dan tak menemukan seorang pun dibelakangnya. Dia memandang kepenjuru taman kota dg kesal.
“Berisik tau!!!”. Teriak Rame.
“Rame!”. Tiba-tiba seseorang berteriak memanggil namanya.
“eh”. Rame mencari-cari sosok yg tadi memanggilnya.
Tak berapa lama dilihatnya Giru berjalan terseok-seok, perut dan tangan kanannya terbalut perban putih.
“Giru?”. Rame berseru tak percaya.
Segera dihampirinya Giru, membantunya berjalan dan mendudukkannya dibangku taman.
“Giru, harusnya kau berada di rumah sakit…luka mu kan belum sembuh benar”. Kata Rame khawatir.
“kenapa Hp mu kau matikan? Tadi aku mencari mu dan kata orang2 di Game center kau sudah pulang…untung saja kau tadi teriak..”. Giru memandang se keliling Rame.
“kau sendirian saja?”.
“tentu saja aku sendirian, aku mau pulang ke Hokaido…”. Jawab Rame cepat.
“tapi, kenapa kau mencari ku? Bukannya kau marah sekali pada ku?”. Tanya Rame penasaran.
“Shun memberitau ku dan katanya akan lebih baik kalau aku bertemu dg mu sebelum kau pergi…”. Jawab Giru pelan.
“Shun?”. Rame kaget mendengarnya.
“Aku pulang karna sudah rindu sekali dg ayah dan kampung halaman ku, aku gak apa-apa kok! Lebih baik sekarang kau kembali saja ke rumah sakit”. Kata Rame buru-buru.
“matamu tdk bisa berbohong, aku sudah mengenalmu sejak lama Rame”. Giru memandang Rame dg tegas.
“Giru..,maafkan aku…semua kesialan yg menimpa mu itu karna kesalahanku…”. Rame menundukkan wajahnya.
“hei, jangan berkata seperti itu, aku sudah memaafkan mu..jadi kau tdk usah merasa bersalah begitu…”. Giru menggaruk-garuk kepalanya yg tdk gatal.
“benarkah?”. Rame berbinar tak percaya.
“iya,iya..sudah lupakan saja semua peristiwa konyol itu”.
Rame memandang Giru tak percaya dia sangat bahagia sekali.
“kata Shun, kau mau bilang sesuatu pada ku,heh?”. tanya Giru kemudian.
“ap-apa?!”. Wajah Rame langsung merah padam.
“sebenarnya apa yg dikatakan Shun pada Giru? apa mungkin Shun sudah tau permasalahanku dg Jui si Dewa sial itu dan menyuruh Giru menemui ku??”. Pertanyaaan2 itu berkecamuk dihati Rame.
“astaga naga! Kenapa aku tdk menyadarinya saat tadi ngobrol sama Shun ya?”. Rame kelihatan salah tingkah.
“hei! Kok malah bengong gitu sih! Kamu mau ngomong apa?”. Tanya Giru penasaran.
Rame memandang berkeliling, kemudian didapatinya Jui sedang bersandar dibawah pohon tepat dibelakang bangku mereka duduk.
“mati tujuh kali! Kelinci sial itu malah mejeng di situ di saat seperti ini….”. Rame membik-membik dalam hati.
“kalau gak ada yg diomongin aku balik kerumah sakit ni”. Pancing Giru.
“eh, tunggu-tunggu!”. Rame menahan Giru agar duduk kembali.
“aku memang mau bilang sesuatu padamu…”.
“Ok! Cepat katakan”.
Hati Rame langsung mencelos melihat Giru tersenyum penuh pesona.
“ya Tuhan! Mungkin ini adalah suatu anugrah besar yg kauberikan padaku, berilah hamba mu ni kekuatan untuk mengatakan semuanya…”.
Rame memejamkan matanya berdoa dalam hati. sekali lagi dipandanginya Jui yg manggut-manggut mendengarkan musik dari head phonenya.
“sepertinya kelinci itu tdk menyadari keberadaan Giru atau cuma pura-pura bodoh saja?”.Rame ragu-ragu memandang Giru.
“kok kamu jadi cemas gitu?”.tanya Giru.
“eh, gini aku…”. Rame sekali lagi memandang kearah Jui melihat kanan dan kiri.
“kelihatannya aman, tak terlihat tanda-tanda akan munculnya suatu bencana…”. Kata Rame dalam hati.
“Begini…, sebenarnya sudah lama aku igin bilang padamu…”. Rame memandang Giru dg mantab, Jantung nya berdegup kencang, sampai takut kalau-kalau Giru dapat mendengar suara detak jantungnya.
Suasana hening sejenak, Giru menunggu lanjutan perkataan Rame dg penuh minat.
“a-aku sangat mencintai Giru, sejak pertama kali kita bertemu dg mu aku langsug jatuh hati padamu”. Hati Rame langsung plong, tubuhnya serasa terbang ringan seakan semua beban yg selama ini dipikulnya telah musnah sudah.
“Kyaaa!! Akhirnya aku berhasil mengatakannya juga!”. Rame langsung menangis bahagia.
“Rame…”, Giru seakan baru tersadar dari rasa kagetnya.
“hmm, aku juga ingin tau bagaimana perasaan Giru terhadap ku…”.Wajah Rame merona merah tak berani menatap langsung wajah Giru.
“ Rame, maaf tapi aku sudah mencintai orang lain…”. Jawab Giru datar.
“apa?!”. Seru Rame kaget.
“kayaknya, kamu selama ini gak pernah terlihat jalan sama cewek deh!”. Kata Rame heran.
“aku…”. Kini giliran wajah Giru yg memerah.
“aku sudah jadian sama Shun sejak hari pertama masuk SMA…”.
“Apa?!!”. Rame hampir terlonjak dari tempat duduk saat mendengar pengakuan Giru.
“ja-jadi kaliyan…”. Rame jadi bingung sendiri membayangkannya.
“ya, begitulah…, maaf kan aku”.
“oh, gak…gak pa-pa kok! Aku sudah siap dg semua resiko kalau ternyata kau menolak ku..”. Rame tersenyum ceria.
“sudah berhasil mengunggkapkan rasa cinta yg selama ini ku pendam padamu iu sudah cukup bagiku…,aku sudah lega sekarang dan kurasa aku baru akan pulang ke Hokaido saat liburan musim panas datang”.
“Baguslah kalau begitu, selamat ya!”. Giru tersenyum lega.
“eh? Selamat untuk apa?”. Tanya Rame bingung.
“sebenarnya tadi waktu Shun menjenguk ku di rumah sakit dia menceritakan semua hal tentang dirimu mengenai Dewa cinta sial mu itu…”.
“Astaganaga! Darimana Shun bisa tau tentang kelinci sial itu?!!”. Rame makin terkejut mendengarnya.
“itulah Shun.., selama ini dia tdk pernah percaya kalau penyebab semua peristiwa buruk yg menimpa ku adalah kau Rame, apalagi setelah muncul gossip kau punya kekuatan sihir dan sering ngobrol2 sendiri, Shun mulai mencari tau apa yg sebenarnya telah terjadi pada mu, dia sering menghaiskan waktu di perpustakaan mencari2 buku dan browsing di internet…”. Giru menghela napas panjang.
“dan siang tadi dia datang menjenguk ku dg wajah berbinar-binar, menceritakan semua tentang link piggy sentimental romance, Dewa sial cinta bernama Jui yg baru-baru ini dipilih oleh seorang gadis Jepang yaitu kamu”.
Rame cengar-cengir, malu sendiri saat mengingat kecerobohannya memilih Jui.
“waktu itu aku lagi kesal sama fan girl mu yg tiap hari selalu bikin gaduh, aku iseng saja online sampai larut malam dan tanpa sengaja menemukan link itu, dan entah karna mengantuk atau apa aku jadi salah klik…aku benar-benar ceroboh, maaf kan aku…”. Rame membungkukkan badannya.
“aku juga minta maaf karna selama ini sudah salah sangka tentangmu, mulai sekarang kita berteman lagi kan?”. Giru tersenyum ramah.
“tentu saja!”. Rame bangkit dari tempat duduknya.
“aku sungguh berterimakasih pada Shun, berkat dia aku jadi terbebas dari kelinci jelek itu! Besok kalau kau sudah bisa keluar dari rumah sakit, aku traktir kaliyan makan deh!”.
Rame tertawa bahagia.
“Ok2! Sampai ketemu besok ya”. Giru pun beranjak pergi
“apa perlu ku panggilkan taksi?”. Rame menawarkan bantuan.
“gak usah, aku sudah suruh Tero menjemputku, sebentar lagi dia datang”.
“oh, segeralah istirahat dan cepat sembuh ya!”.
“pasti! Dan kau juga, berlatihlah untuk lebih teliti dan hati-hati ya”. Giru meninju pelan lengan Rame, mereka pun tertawa bersama.

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Sepanjang perjalanan menuju rumah, Rame memandang berkeliling mencari sosok Jui yg tiba-tiba saja menghilang.
“kelinci jelek itu apa sudah kembali ke alamnya ya? Terakhir kali aku melihatnya saat mau menyatakan cinta ku pada Giru dia masih asyik dg head phone ku…”. Rame berpikir sejenak.
“Ohiya! Mungkin head phone itu kelemahan Jui! Dia terbuai saat mendengar lagu-lagu di head phone ku sampai lupa kalau aku sedang bersama Giru tadi!”. Rame melompat-lompat kegirangan.
“dasar Dewa kelinci gak sopan! Masak dia langsung pergi gitu aja tanpa pamitan dulu sih!”.
Tiba-tiba Rame menghentikan langkahnya. Dipandanginya seseorang berambut pirang dengan celana panjang dan kemeja berwarna putih sedang berbaring di padang rumput dibawah jembatan.
“itu kok kayak Jui ya?”.
Rame berlari kearah pemuda itu. Duduk disamping pemuda itu, mengatur nafasnya yg ngos-ngosan sambil memandanginya lekat-lekat sosok disampingnya yg terlihat sedang tertidur dg pulas, dilehernya tergantung head phone pink milik Rame.
“ah! Benar! Dia memang si Jui kelinci!!”. Seru Rame.
“ternyata kalau diperhatikan baik-baik Jui cute juga ya”. Batinnya dalam hati.
“haa~am…”. Jui mengerjap-ngerjapkan matanya, menutup matanya yg silau terkena sinar matahari yg mulai tenggelam dg tangan kanannya.
“Rame tan? Kenapa kau senyum2 sendiri heh?”. tanya nya.
“eh”. Rame jadi salah tingkah karna ketauan terlalu dekat memandangi wajah Jui
“Oi! Jui, kamu dari kemarin hobi banget tidur sih! Gara-gara tidurmu itu aku berhasil mengalahkan mu tau! Payah lo! Cuma denger lagu-lagu gitu aja langsung tidur”. Rame tertawa penuh kemenangan.
“jadi, kamu dah bilang ma Giru…”. Jui bangun sambil kucek-kucek matanya yg masih agak mengantuk.
“Iya dong!”. Rame senyum-senyum sendiri gak jelas.
“terus dia bilang apa?”. tanya Jui.
“ternyata dia dah jadian sama Shun…”.wajah Rame kembali mundung.
“Ha-haa~ kasihan deh lo!”. Jui terkikik geli.
“Waaa~! dasar kelinci jelek!!”. Rame memukul lengan Jui kuat-kuat.
“woi-woi! Sakit tau!”. Teriak Jui mengelus-elus lengannya.
“Kamu bisa merasa sakit?!”. Seru Rame kaget. Ditariknya lengan kemeja Jui hingga dilihatnya lengan Jui yg kemerah-merahan akibat bekas tinjunya tadi lalu disikut Jui terdapat bekas memar berwarna biru.
“Yg biru tu luka apa?”. Tanyanya lagi.
“ya gara-gara lo nubruk gue dipintu kamar tadi pagi…”. Jawab Jui meringis.
Rame memutar-mutar tubuh Jui.
“Sayap mu… Sayap mu mana?? Kok bajumu berubah jadi serba putih gini? Kamu gagal ganti sayap ya??”. Rame makin terheran-heran melihat perubahan diri Jui.
“sayap ku memang sudah tidak bisa tumbuh lagi…”. Jui memandang sungai didepannya yg berkilauan memantulkan wajah sang surya ygmulai bergerak ke ufuk timur.
“kenapa? Apa hukuman karna kau gagal menjalankan tugasmu kamu jadi gak punya sayap lagi?”.
“pasal.919, hukuman karna aku gagal membuat manusia menderita karna cinta adalah mati..”.
“oh, aku tau! Ini proses sebelum kamu perlahan-lahan…”. Rame tak tega melanjutkan kata-katanya.
“Bukan”. Sahut Jui cepat.
“eh?”.
“sekarang ini aku adalah seorang manusia biasa..”.
Rame melongo tak percaya. “apa?! Bagaimana bisa…”.
“aku minta maaf karna saat salah satu berandalan itu menusuk perut Giru aku tdk sempat mencegahnya, waktu itu indra ketajamanku sudah mulai melemah dan gerakan ku tdk segesit dulu hingga aku tdk menyadari gerak-gerik berandalan itu…”.
“itu bukan salahmu Jui, seandainya saja waktu itu aku menuruti nasehatmu agar tdk lewat gang itu..tapi sudahlah semua sudah terjadi dan yg penting tdk ada korban kan?”. Jawab Rame tersenyum.
“tapi kenapa semua bisa terjadi Jui? Kenapa kekuatanmu menghilang?”. Rame terus dibayangi rasa penasarannya.
“Ini adalah rahasia pribadi para Dewa di piggy sentimental romance jadi tdk dicantumkan di pasal-pasal dalam peraturan kontrak dewa cinta…”. Jui masih memandangi sungai dg wajah yg sulit di tebak.
“aku masih belum mengerti…,”. Rame memandang Jui penasaran.
“ini semua karna kau Rame…”. Jui tersenyum kearah Rame.
“eh?”.
“kau telah membuatku untuk pertama kalinya merasakan apa itu cinta, mengerti bagaimana rasanya mencintai seseorang…”.
“Jui…”. Rame makin bingung dg perkataan Jui.
“ya, tanpa kusadari aku telah jatuh cinta padamu Rame”.
Rame serasa mimpi mendengar ucapan Jui barusan, perasaan tak percaya bercampur bingung bergejolak dalam hatinya.
“karna selalu berada didekatmu entah kenapa melihat mu yg selalu ceria, lucu, baik dan pantang menyerah sosok gadis yg selama ini belum pernah kutemui, membuat ku ingin menolongmu disaat kau kau berada dalam kesusahan dan pada puncaknya ku biarkan kau menyatakan cinta mu pada Giru…”.
“jadi tadi kau sengaja melakukannya?”.
“aku sudah berusaha sekuat mungkin untuk membuang perasaan cinta ku padamu, tapi yg terjadi malah sebaliknya…kau lihat? bulu sayap ku makin lama semakin menghilang, tubuhku menjadi lemah, aku kehilangan semua kekuatan ku…ya, aku tdk berhasil mengusir dirimu dari hati ku Rame…”. Jui tersenyum manis sekali.
“Jui…”. Mata Rame mulai berkaca-kaca.
“saat melihatmu benar2 hancur dan merasa terpuruk karna merasa bersalah atas kejadian yg menimpa Giru, saat itu juga ku putuskan bahwa biarlah aku yg menanggung semua resiko dari perasaan terlarang ku ini…,aku tdk mau melihatmu terus bersedih, aku rindu pada senyum ceria dan tingkah konyol mu itu, aku sangat mencintai mu Rame”.
Wajah Rame merona merah, dipandanginya Jui lekat-lekat .
“maaf karna sudah sering membuatmu menangis, aku janji akan selalu membuatmu tersenyum ceria”. Jui membelai pipi Rame perlahan.
“kau tau…”.kata Rame kemudian.
“kurasa, aku juga mulai jatuh cinta padamu”. Rame memandang Jui penuh cinta, dikalungkan kedua lengannya dileher Jui dan mengecup bibir Jui dg lembut.

FINISH

Fanfic. Vidoll- I Wanna Love (Chap.6)

2010-10-01T19:55:00.000-07:00

Title : I Wanna Love
Author : Rechun a.k.a Reiru
Fandom : Jrock Vidoll
Pairing : Belum tau, karna masih dalam proses XD
Chap : 6/7end
Genre : Romance, Humor
Rating : General
Note : Untuk siapa saja yg secara sengaja maupun secara tidak sengaja menemukan dan membaca penpik ini, diharapkan untuk memberi komen dan sarannya, (komen bisa ditulis di CBox) walaupun itu hanya sepatah kata atau satu huruf itu sangat berharga bagi saia untuk mengetahui seberapa besar minat teman2 pada penpik2 geje saia ini. Trimaksih.

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“ayo,ayo tambah lagi!”. Teriakan dan tepuk tangan bergemuruh di sebuah bar yg bertambah rame saat malam makin merambat naik.
Rame meneguk botol alkoholnya sampai yg kesekian kalinya.
“masih kuat kau gadis cilik?!”. Beberap orang tertawa terbahak.
“tentu saja! ayo tambah lagi botolnya!”. Rame sudah merasa mual, kepalanya terasa pusing berputar dg hebat.
Beberapa detik kemudian Rame membuka matanya perlahan, mengkucek-kucek matanya yg masih mengantuk. Memandang sekeliling.
“eh? bukannya semalam aku ada di bar..siapa ya yg membawa ku pulang…”.
Rame bangun, dipijit kepalanya yg sedikit pusing lalu berjalan membuka jendela kamarnya, membiarkan sinar matahari pagi itu menerangi kamar dan wajah nya yg sembab karna menangis semalam. Di hirupnya udara pagi yg sejuk itu untuk menghilangkan seluruh kepenatannya.
Tapi kemudian Rame terlonjak kaget saat melihat Jui meringkuk dan tertidur dg pulas di balkon, tampak bulu sayap hitam Jui berserakan di sekelilingnya.
“astaga! Sejak kapan kelinci sial ini tidur? Bukannya selama ini dia selalu terjaga dan tdk pernah tertidur sekalipun?”. Rame mengamati wajah Jui yg masih tertidur, ada sedikit rasa iba di hatinya.
“tidak,tidak! Jui adalah musuh utama ku! Aku tdk boleh merasa kasihan padanya!”. Katanya dalam hati. Rame langsung turun ke dapur membuka kulkas mencari sesuatu untuk sarapan pagi ini.
“Buju bushyet! Perasaan baru kemarin aku beli sebotol susu, keju ma roti kok udah pada amblas gini?!”. Rame melambai-lambaikan botol susunya yg kosong tak bersisa.
“apa mungkin aku makan semua gara2 sebel semalem ya…” Rame mengernyitkan keningnya.
“ya sudahlah, belanja lagi aja..”. Rame melihat jam dinding di dapur yg menunjuk pukul.10.00
Dia bergegas mandi lalu pergi menuju ke swalayan di dekat rumahnya. Sementara Jui yg masih terkantuk-kantuk mengawasi kepergian Rame dari atas balkon kamar Rame.
“ha? Rame…Mau kemana dia?”.
Selesai membeli berbagai bahan makanan, dia dikejutkan dg kedatangan Shun yg sudah menunggunya di depan swalayan.
“Shun..?”. Kata Rame heran.
Shun segera mengajak Rame ke café yg tidak begitu jauh dari swalayan.
“Shun, kenapa kau ada disini?”. Rame memandang Shun yg menyembunyikan seragam sekolah dibalik mantel hitam nya.
“tadi sih pamit sama orang rumah mau sekolah tapi gak jadi, kamu sendiri jg bolos kan?”. Jawabnya tersenyum.
“aku…,aku mau keluar dari sekolah…”. Rame tertunduk lesu.
“he? Kau serius?”. Tanya Shun kaget.
“ya, setelah kupikir-pikir kalo aku terlalu lama berada di sekeliling Giru itu akan membahayakan nyawa Giru, dan aku tidak mau peristiwa kemarin menimpa Giru lagi…”.
“kau jangan termakan omongan Mika dan Tero Rame, ini semua bukan hanya kesalahanmu”. Shun memandang wajah Rame yg terlihat merana.
“apa kau sudah bilang pada Yukine dan Hyde?”. Tanya nya lagi.
Rame menggeleng pelan. “kalau aku bilang pada mereka, mereka pasti akan melarang ku pergi, karna rencana hari ini aku juga akan pulang ke Hokaido…”.
“Rame tan, jangan buru-buru mengambil keputusan seperti itu…ayah mu pasti sangat kecewa kalau kau tiba-tiba keluar dari Vidooru, ayahmu sudah berusaha keras untuk bisa membiayaimu disekolah favorit ini kan?”. Bujuk Shun.
“aku tau, tapi aku tdk egois Shun.., aku tdk akan mau menukar nyawa Giru dg kebahagiaan ku, lebih baik aku yg mengalah…aku tdk ingin melihat Giru terluka lagi…”. Rame terisak, perlahan air mata menetes dipipinya. Shun mengusap pelan pipi Rame dg jari tangannya.
“Rame yg ku kenal adalah seorang gadis periang dan penuh semangat…”. Shun tersenyum lembut sambil menggenggam kedua tangan Rame.
“keadaan Giru sudah mulai membaik, mungkin beberapa hari lagi dia sudah diijinkan pulang oleh dokter”.
“syukurlah…”. Rame mencoba tersenyum tapi malah air mata yg kembali menetes dipipi merahnya.
“Rame, dengarkan aku…”. Shun menatap tajam Rame.
“ceritakan semua permasalahanmu…aku akan siap membantu kapan pun kau butuhkan, kau tdk bisa terus terpuruk seperti ini Rame, menyalahkan dirimu sendiri seolah-olah kau pelaku utama semua kejadian ini…,kita bisa mengatasinya bersama-sama”.
“tidak, tidak bisa Shun…”. Rame melepaskan genggaman tangan Shun, mengusap air matanya.
“Ayolah Rame! aku tdk ingin melihat mu menderita seumur hidup mu, ijinkan aku untuk menolongmu…”. Bujuk Shun.
“trimakasih Shun, kau baik sekali… tapi aku tdk ingin melibatkan mu, aku takut kalau kau juga mengalami hal yg sama seperti Giru…”.
“tapi…”. Shun memandang Rame penuh harap.
Rame bangkit dari tempat duduknya. “aku harus pergi Shun, trimakasih atas semua bantuan mu, aku tdk bisa terus tinggal disini…”. Rame memandang Shun dg mata berkaca kaca.
“ Rame tan, jangan segan-segan untuk minta bantuan pada ku, kapan pun kau butuh seorang teman aku akan selalu ada untuk mu…”.
“ku rasa masalah ini hanya aku yg bisa menyelesaikannya, tapi aku pasti akan sering2 memberi kabar pada mu…,sekali lagi trimaksih banyak Shun”. dg berlinang air mata Rame membungkukkan badannya berjalan cepat meninggalkan Shun.
“Rame tan…”. Shun terduduk lesu memandang sehelai bulu hitam yg terbang rendah tertiup angin.
Dalam perjalanan Rame menyempatkan diri kerumah Yukine dan Hyde, menyelipkan sebuah surat dimasing-masing pintu rumah mereka. Kemudian pergi ke game center langganannya menamatkan beberapa permainan dg penuh semangat. Wajahnya terlihat sedikit ceria setelah bermain seharian.
“Game memang cara paling memuaskan untuk menumpahkan semua kemarahanku pada kelinci sial itu!”. Seru Rame.
“Hidup Rame!”. Seseorang berbadan ala Ade Rai mengangkat tangan kanan Rame, mengelu-elukannya karna berhasil mengalahkan gamer sejati Tokyo dalam game karate.
“yei! Hidup Rame!!!”. Semua penonton yg menyaksikan pertandingan game tadi ikut berseru meneriakan namanya.
Hari beranjak sore. Dipandangi arloji nya yg menunjuk pukul 15.00.
“oh, aku harus bergegas sekarang!”. Rame buru-buru pamit pada semua pendukungnya dan berjalan cepat menuju rumah.

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Rame memasukkan baju dan barang-barang nya kedalam koper, meraih sebuah bingkai foto di atas meja belajarnya. Terlihat disana poto Rame dan Giru yg sedang beradu mulut dg wajah penuh benci.
“jepretan Yukine lumayan juga…”. Rame tersenyum sesaat, menutup bingkai poto itu dan meninggalkannya tetap tergeletak diatas meja .
“bip,bip,biiip..”. terdengar ponsel Rame berdering.
“moshi-moshi…”.
“Rame, ayah baru saja telpon ke sekolah mu, mereka bilang hari ini kau tdk masuk sekolah dan tidak ada libur selama seminggu ini seperti yg kau bilang ditelpon siang tadi…kenapa kau bohong dan bilang mau pulang karna sekolah sedang libur,hah?”. Terdengar nada jengkel ayahnya di ujung telpon.
“maafkan Rame ayah, tapi saat ini Rame sedang ingin menenangkan diri…ijinkan Rame pulang ayah…”. Kata Rame pelan.
“kau ini kenapa nak?”. Nada bicara ayah Rame berubah jadi khawatir.
“maaf, Rame sama sekali tdk bermaksud membuat ayah khawatir…”.
“ya sudah, cepatlah pulang hati-hati ya”.
Rame mematikan Hp nya, menutup koper besarnya, mengenakan mantel merah mudanya, kemudian dia mencari-cari sesuatu. Diajak-ajaknya isi laci meja dan mengintip dibawah tempat tidurnya.
“alat ini keren juga…, Manusia memang hebat dalam bermain musik ya?”. Jui bersandar santai dipintu kamar Rame, sebuah head phone merah muda tergantung di lehernya..
Rame mendesah kesal. “mana wortel2 mu? Kau tdk membawanya sekaliyan?”. Tanya Rame acuh.
Jui bersendawa keras. Dengan muka cemberut Rame menabrak Jui saat melewatinya keluar kamar.
“Hei!”. Jui mengelus-elus sikutnya yg memar terkena kusen pintu.

_TBC_

Met Idul Fitri minnasa~n

2010-09-09T06:03:00.001-07:00

Kono hibi wa Hountou ni "SWEET" ..day
with...lot of forgiven..
We start from "ZERO"..
there is no revenge in our heart..
I just wanna say.
"GOMENASAI" minna~
Happy Idul Fitri 1431H.

Ayabie Disband,,=w=

2010-08-10T06:39:00.000-07:00

Berita menyedihkan dan mengagetkan ini pertama kali aku dengar di radio Swaragama. Pas mas Boma cerita Ayabie mau disband aq Lg mlongo gak percaya.
HWaaa~ kenapa musti bubar,aku dah lama suka Ayabie sejak indie pe major skrg,musik mrka yg riang n easy listening plus membernya yg imut2 langsung bikin jatuh hati,,,

sebenernya q dah mulai curiga pas baca berita lo Kang Kenzo ma Yumechun bikin project sendiri,trz c marmut Aoi project solo,,tp aq gak nyangka lo akhirnya mrka pada mutusin disband,,TT_TT *nangis kejer dPenyukan Kenzo*

yah!sbgai Ayabie lover apapun kputusan mrka wajib qta hormati, Rechun mewakili para Ayabie loper akan dukung trz karir mrka. Moga makin sukses dan maju trz buat project mereka! GANBATTE NE!!! \^o^/

Lagu cari jodoh Wali ngetop di Eropa

2010-08-02T23:29:00.000-07:00

Lagu 'Cari Jodoh' Wali yg diaransemen ulang oleh penyanyi asal Republik Malta (Eropa Selatan), Fabrizio Faniello dlm bhs.Inggris laku keras dipasaran Eropa. Bahkan bertahan berminggu2 ditangga lagu Eropa.

Lagu Cari Jodoh yg versi Inggris ini berjudul 'I no can do' dan menurut berita bakal menyusul berikutnya lagu 'Baik baik sayang' Wali, jg akan dialihbahasakan dan dinyanyikan oleh Fabrizio.

Credit:berbagai sumber di google

Wah! Sekarang selera bule jadi pada 'METAL' alias Melayu Total gini ya?X3
Yah,,Walaupun aq gak suka ma Wali, Mudah2an ja karya anak bangsa ini diluar negri bisa membawa nama harum Indonesia!^^